Next day
Lo'ak woke up and get up and see nobody is in the house and he goes in her room and see her sleeping and he close her door and lay down and get under the blanket and he take all the blanket just for himself and he falls asleep and she wake up and push him down the bed and tries to take her blanket again
Yn: you mother fucker give my back my fucking blanket
Jake heard her and open her door and see loak on the floor and yn trying to take her blanket again
Jake: yn watch you're language
Yn: sorry :)
Jake close her door and goes outside
Yn: Lo'ak give me my blanket!!
Loak : no
Yn: cmon !!
Lo'ak: let's go outside!
Yn: I don't want to !!
Lo'ak: pleaseeeee
Yn: fine
She get up and they go downstairs and hold their hand and go outside
Lo'ak: wanna go swim whit me ?
Yn: I just woke up
Lo'ak: cmon
Yn: im to lazy
Kiri goes to yn
Kiri: yn wanna go swim whit us
Yn: sure
Kiri: let's go
Lo'ak: so you're saying no to me and yes to kiri
He roll his eyes
Yn: hehe you wish that it was you
Kiri: that what you get Lo'ak
Her and kiri started walking and He slap yn ass and she look at him
Yn: I'm going to drown you
Lo'ak : I'll drown you first don't worry
He get her in his arms and run towards the water and he get a bit deep in the water and drown her and she comes back to surface and drown him and he pulled her in the water and they both go back to the surface
Jake: hey stop drowning each other !!
Yn and Lo'ak continued drowning each other still ignoring what Jake said Jake goes into the water and separate them from each other
Jake: I said enough ! Yn go back to the house
Yn rolled her eyes
Jake: stop rolling your eyes you'll go blind
Yn goes back to the house and goes in her room and jake followed her and sit down and look at her angrily
Jake: yn this is the third warning I don't wanna keep reminding you !!
Yn: but-
Jake: there's no but yn you heard me next warning you stay in the house and don't leave you're room till the diner is ready and Lo'ak isn't going to be aloud to see you till diner
Yn: I'll just stay here till diner is ready
Jake get out of her room and close loudly the door he goes outside and play whit tuk and suddenly Lo'ak come to him
Lo'ak: sad where is yn ?
Jake: she choosed to stay in her room till diner is ready and you're not aloud to go see her
Lo'ak : she did nothing!
Jake: it was her third warning
Lo'ak: yeah but still
Jake: you get what you deserve I told you guys to stop drowning each other you guys didn't listen
Lo'ak: this is not fair !
He goes inside the house and go to his room and slam the door and just go in his bed and think
Hours later
The diner was ready jake called Lo'ak and yn downstairs but only Lo'ak came Jake goes upstairs and knock on her door
Jake: yn it me
Yn: come in
He open the door and close it and he sit down on her bed
Jake: the diner is ready come downstairs
Yn: I'm not hungry
Jake: but you're going to eat I'll wait for you downstairs
Jake goes downstairs and they started eating and yn was still not coming and Jake yelled her name and she still wasn't coming
Jake: neteyam can you got check on her
Lo'ak: actually can I go check on her ?
Jake: no you stay here
Neteyam goes upstairs and goes in her room and see her sitting on her bed and looking at the wall
Neteyam: yn are you coming downstairs
Yn: no I'm not hungry
Neteyam: are you starving yourself?
Yn: no im not
Neteyam: cmon let's go downstairs
She goes downstairs and goes sit down and avoid every eye contact even Lo'aks and she doesn't eat
Jake: what are you waiting to eat yn ?
Spider: she is starving herself that what she wrote in her diary
Jake: is that true yn ?
She nods
Lo'ak: so you lied to me ? You told me you'll never starved yourself!! YOU DESTROYED OUR PROMISE !!!
Neytiri: Lo'ak calm down
Lo'ak : no she literally broke our promise!!
Yn: SPIDER YOU HAD NO FUCKING REASON TO CHECK MY DIARY
Jake: YN LANGUAGE FOR THE LAST TIME!!
Spider: it not the only thing that you did
He get out a page form her diary and he was going to read it and she tried to take it away but failed
Jake: yn let him read what you wrote
Spider : she wrote it not the only time that I'm starving myself I often don't eat and at the table I ignore everyone stare so they don't know im not eating and I leave the table when others leave so they don't see my plate they get distracted by the others so I can go in my room and cry all alone in pain I recently lied to Lo'ak while saying I never starved myself and I made a promise that I will never starve my self I feel stupid for destroying this promise if I get grounded for starving myself I think I would deserve it Cus im such a stupid person and I hate myself so much that sometimes I cry because I hate how I act around people . And I burn my self sometimes but only just a little
Yn: WHY DID YOU READ IT !!
Jake: I told him too now let's discuss about it how long have you been doing that ?
Yn: I can't tell
Jake: NO TELL ME HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THIS !
Yn: three month....
Lo'ak: THREE MONTH ARE YOU CRAZY??
Yn look down and conscious that she betrayed Lo'ak and she broke the trust whit everyone
Kiri: you guys should chill she is going to cry
Yn: it okay kiri don't worry for me
Neteyam: yn listen when I ask you are you starving yourself you said no why did you lied ?
Kiri look she felt bad for her She get up and goes in her room and close the door and lock it and goes in her bed and cry every tears of her body and and she heard everyone yelling her name downstairs except for tuk , kiri and Neytiri Lo'ak goes upstairs and try to get in her room and he got into her room
Lo'ak: IM NEVER TRUSTING YOU AGAIN I TRUST YOU WHIT ALL MY LOVE AND YOU JUST BETRAY ME !! ARENT YOU ASHAMED OF YOURSELF BY DOING THAT SERIOUSLY WHAT GOES INTO YOUR MIND TO DO THAT
Yn: I'm sorry Lo'ak I swear
Lo'ak: show me where you burn yourself
Yn:they are no marks of it I just did it five time at different moment and only for a few second
Lo'ak broke in tears still not believing what she says and Spider got into her room and take her diary and she saw him
Yn: PUT MY DIARY BACK DOWN
Spider run whit it and she chase him and give it to Jake and Jake open it and she relies it to late now
Yn: I should probably leave here
Tuk: no yn don't leave me !
Kiri: yn don't leave !!
Yn get out of the house and and walk far away from the house and she cries and can believe she destroyed everyone trust
AT THE HOUSE POV
Jake read that it was hard for her to get adapted to new people and she tried her best to stop starving her self and stop pinching myself she often would cry all alone while the other are asleep and she would soon leave the house because she felt like a betrayer and she often burn her self but only just a little
Kiri: you guys are going to far first spider you didn't had to read her diary second dad and Lo'ak you guys didn't had to scream at her third now because of you she ran away from here and she would probably never come back
Neteyam: I remember heard her saying one night praying outside I was whit loak and she said "all I want is to go back to pandora that all I want"
Lo'ak: and after she was crying on her knees
Jake: let's wait for tomorrow if tomorrow she is still not there she really left us for good
YOU ARE READING
*Secret*
FanfictionYn a sweet girl who is 18 years old born in the forest of pandora
