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so guys before we begin just to clarify to thosewho think why did mishty and teju had to go through a lot?... let me remind youthis is a fiction and I write this to bring socially relevant topics... I havealready mentioned that mishty was created for bringing in socially relevant issues which I didn't want teju to face and child abuse need not be rape always....child abuse is quite common these days which needs to be taken severe action ...so just to bring that and give a social message only I wrote about it and ofcourse I can only bring these cases through my characters and since many of you didn't want teju to gothrough a lot I am not writing what I actually want to write
SO LETS GET STARTED
baba admitted me in one of the best girls schools in states with college hostel facility.But there too things didn't go well for me...there everyone used to bully me everyday....they used to body shame me to next extend....i was not one among them so they treated me differently ....i became insecure about my size more...each time I look myself into the mirror I see a fat ugly me...they used to physically harm me at times ...during PE they used torture me a lot by throwing balls on me and hitting me with their bats ...they even threatened me not to score marks for exams...I was a coward ...I listen to all their needs ... i was even scared to complain to someone ...in London I could at least see baba at times but in US I dint have anyone (crying) to even talk to...I never wanted to take science as my mainstreamin 11th 12th but baba didn't allow me to take anything else....he wanted me to be a doctor like mumma which I never wanted....somehow I completed my school and all I wanted was to be with my baba in his embrace ...to talk to him everything that happened to me ....but when baba came to know that my marks was so less to go for MBBS he scolded me very badly ..in anger he even said that doctor made a mistake by giving the wrong child and I am not his and mumma'schild (crying ) how can baba say that to me....no one has any idea what I felt like when I heard that from baba...and then he asked me to repeat for my medical entrance privately and admitted me in an indian coaching centre ...he never asked me what I wanted ....I always wanted to take arts and go for modelling and fashion designing but baba didn't listen to me at least once
shekar closed his eyes thinking the time he did all these to his daughter....he hated himself for telling teju that she was not their child...how could he even say that to their princess mishty left him with ?
he wanted his pari to be a successful doctor like his wife ...he have never asked which course she ever liked....but he didn't know that he was forcing teju to fulfil his dreams ....teju being a replica of his wife mishty made things difficult for him....as much as he loved teju ..he wanted her to be as strong as her mother...he was unintentionally forcing teju to choose medicine as mishty was one of the most successful doctors at her time ....he didn't think that even if teju looked like mishty ,teju's likes and dislikes were different
the coaching centre was a hell... they used to torture the students...everyday I had severe headache ...I used to score the lowest in the class and they used to insult me in front of all the students terribly ...even dogs in that place were treated better than us,,,,they even didn't give me proper meals telling that because of my over eating only I couldn't study but in reality I ate very less those days but still my weight was gaining because of the stress I went through and my pcod...I starved for days and there were times when I even fainted...they didn't let me tell baba all these..we could only talk to our parents when one of their officials was present with us .....here everyone always thought I was living like a princess ...yes till 13 years it was true but after that the princess was treated like a trash...she didn't even knew how to fight her own battles ...she had her tara mumma , papa and sunny for everything till 13 but after that she had none ...she couldn't handle herself...(crying ).....at that point of life i considered myself as a looser ...not good at studies and looks the ugliest ...that's what all the people around me made me feel and believe .....13 years in my life went smooth...I lived the happiest and then because of karan I left all the happiness and from that day everything changed for me....every night before going to bed I kill karan a 100 times in my head because of whom I am in this state now...I used to miss tara mumma a lot... I struggled in that hell for a year and completed my entrance but for some luck I cleared the entrance with decent score...baba was happy and he came to meet me once with a lot of gifts
