depression

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I took that razor and I cut over my wrist. At first it hurt, but as the blood came up and it stopped stinging, it felt good. Which is hard too believe because your hurting yourself, but it just felt relaxing and it just made me feel better for some reason. Cutting isn't for the weak, it isn't for anyone. Nobody should want to die or feel this way no matter what.
3 days of constant crying and damaging, I've got made fun of by stupid boys I didn't know. They were calling me ugly and just the usual. I got mad and every time I get mad I get sensitive and cry. Words do hurt. I looked myself in the mirror and cried harder each time. I didn't want to look like this. I didn't make myself be this way. Then kaeleb was being rude and bullying me with his friends and it became harder and harder. It was constant crying and wanting to end my life and actually kill myself. It was terrible and I didn't tell anyone about it. I've tried over dosing and I just didn't want too be here anymore :((

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