Stained Faith

   Assalamu alaykum! I don't know where to start but oh well let's begin, my name is Samiha and I'm 17 years old. I'm from Turkey but living in the US for almost 7 years now, I'm actually quite happy about it. Don't ask me why because I don't even know the reason my self. Anyways I actually have 3 siblings, 2
sisters and only one brother. I have 2 older sisters who are married and have their own kids and an annoying little brother. I love him sooo much but he's so annoying sometimes that ugh it just pisses me off. Well this isn't actually about me introducing everyone in my life, I'm actually here to tell you my story...
    It all started back when I was 12, my cousins had just moved to Chicago. I was a little girl with a perfect religious family so everyone thought of us as the pure girls. Maybe I was or maybe not.. I know I've made so many mistakes but oh well, can't say I was not interested. My cousin introduced me to the social websites that I never knew existed. I became so obsessed that I started missing my prayers and didn't even notice myself changing. I was just attached to the fake people online and this is when it started. I was just on facebook and chatting with some friends, when all of the sudden there is a new notification on our family Skype so I open it. The moment I looked at it I could tell that our family was pretty close but I just couldn't remember. Their Skype username was Samir, so I thought why not and I searched him up. I was just in awe on how cute he was so I sent him a request then I logged out and started doing my homework. Once I was finished with my homework, I put my stuff away and went to the kitchen to get some snacks. I got myself some chips and a coke, came back and logged on facebook. I had a message from someone so I clicked on it, to say I was shocked would be an understatement but OMG I was beyond shocked. He messaged me no not just a Hi or how are you? But he freaking said are you brother Ahmed's daughter? Wait how does he know my dad? Or how did he even know that I was his daughter because if I remember correctly my mom was the one who knew them and not my dad. Should I reply or just ignore him? What do I do? What if he tells my parents? Oh well let's get this over with, since I'm the one who started it.
Samir: Are you brother Ahmed's daughter?
Me: Assalamu Alaykum! How do you know my father?!
Samir: He usually comes to our house when he's in Michigan.
Me: oh ok.. But how did you know that I was his daughter?
Samir: I don't know, I was just guessing since he's mentioned your name before.
Me: oh ok
Samir: so how's your family?
Me: they're good alhamdulillah, how's yours?
Samir: alhamdulillah they're good as well.
Samir: I guess I'll talk to you later then, bye :)
Me: oh ok ttyl, bye
Authors Note: Assalamu Alaykum! This is my first time writing a book and I'm so sorry for the mistakes! Is there anyone who'd be interested in actually reading this book? I may just delete it if there is no one who'd want to read it but Hope you guys enjoy..! ;)