𝙎𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧

your braveness

dong hua pov.

,,Why does love feel like I'm constantly worrying about a person?", that was a sentence I was asking about since I met Bai Fengjiu from Qing Qiu.

Then she kissed me. Me. The coldest person in the nine heaven. Maybe in the whole world. Dong Hua Dijun.

This reckless fox kissed me when I was cultivating my energy. She kissed me carefully on my nose when she transformed back into her human form after watching me for a while. She eventually thought I wouldn't recognize her when she was in her nine tailed fox form and couldn't hear her thoughts when she was that little red fox. 

It felt like my body turned into beautiful blue ice. How I would have liked to open my eyes in this second when she kissed me, but I didn't dare to embarrass her in front of me. That would be unfair even for me a heartless person.
Suddenly she retreated and I heart her gasping. 

I guessed she was now embarrassed by herself. I had to suppress a light smirk. 

After that I heard how the silk of her pink hanfu being pulled up so that she could run away. Right away when I couldn't hear her foot steps anymore, I opened my eyes slowly. 

Thoughtfulness came over me when I realized she was already deeply in love with me. A bad mistake. I started to feel bad for not pushing her away already. 

,,It didn't have to like that for a thousand years", a silent voice whispered in my head. I looked down and for somehow I just felt so sorry. For her and for me. Gods and other immortals often asked me if I couldn't just write my name again but I was sure I couldn't. My mind was telling me.

My life was a sad story. Every story has some kinds of love in it. Mine had nothing. 

Next time I send her away, she shouldn't gave her heart so quickly away, I thought and sighed deeply. ,,I'm still sorry like I was that thousand years ago", I said and smiled sadly. 

But why does she still make me feel so lovesick? If someone had told me I could fall in love but not be together with that person I'm not sure if I had still done it with removing my name. 

To sum up, there was one thing I was wondering: My name was replaced by someone else next to Bai Fengjiu's name. When I thought about her name, I shivered. 

If I was replaced... why did she fall in love with me? Did her soul remember me?

I looked up and around in Tai-Chen-Palace. Why did fate us bring together? It didn't make any sense. 

,,You're as heartless as ever, am I right?", I laughed sarcastically. Then I stood up to go for a walk to clear my mind. Hopefully I wouldn't encounter the little fox.

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A little chapter today but next will be definitly longer