one shots

For you(Pha Ming)

Pha park his car in parking area in Ming's appartment. He saw Ming who sleep soundly in his shoulder. Ming's faces became tired due to excessive crying. His face also became red. Pha know how hard this situation for Ming.He really don't want to distrub Ming sleep,so he stay like that.After sometime pha heard"please,, don't do this, leave me,, leave me "Ming murmers in his sleep, with fear and tears falling from his closed eyes.

Pha understand that Ming get nightmare"senior,,,senior open your eyes,,iam hear,you are fine,,you are fine,,no one will harm you. Open your eyes"pha said to sleeping Ming with tapping his cheeks.

Ming open his eyes with tears." here,drink some water"Pha handed water bottle to Ming.Ming drank some water and took deep breaths to calm down.After few minutes "thanks junior for taking me home,for staying with in when I need "with that Ming get out of car.

Pha really Don't want to leave Ming in this situation.He really have bad feeling about it.so he immediately get out of his car and run towards Ming 's room."senior open the door"he press calling bell few times but no use.He started getting panic. He started to knock his door"please open the door god damn,,don't do anything stupid senior".He didn't get any response,at last option he try to break that door.But before Ming open door. By his attair pha understood that Ming took shower that's why he didn't got any responce.

"I really don't have that courage to die also Phana,,don't worry"said Ming with his lifeless expression.

B"Sorry for the trouble but want to crash your place tonight .Allow me"without waiting for Ming responce he welcomed himself into Ming's house.

With pha force Ming ate some portion of his food. After cleaning his dishes Pha join Ming in bed"do you want to talk about anything to me"Pha ask.

But Ming just shook his head as no.

"Ok,,now rest for sometime senior you have long day today"Pha helps to Ming lay on his bed,he cover Ming's blanket neatly .Ming just lay on bed not close his eyes may be die to fear or insecurities pha understood and got up and went to guest room for sleep .After hearing door locking from other side Ming close his eyes,but not entirely into dreamland.

"I really miss you senior,i really miss your smile, i really miss your greating early morning,i really miss your positive thinking,i really miss your agility nature,,i really miss you senior"pha thought in his mind sadly.

Flashback:

Pha pov:

Normally I am not a social person.I don't like interfere with others matters and that also applicable for them also. Because of that reason I don't have many friends. Today was my first day in my office. And also the day I met my crush for first time.

"Here, you are new employ right?, if we start our day with sweet our whole day will be like this chocolate sweet, happy,tension free"he handed me KitKat chocolate with bright and his charming smile. That smile I live my whole life by seeing his smile. God he is really beautiful. Yes iam bi.attracted to both man and woman, but the feeling which i felt for him is very strong like love at frist sight.

I thanked him. "Don't tension, you are in good hands.come i will introduce to all our team members "he hold my hand and took me to our other team mates

He introduce all our team mates, all are friendly.My akwardness also somewhat decrease, until he introduce our team head Joss Roy, his best best friend.they were very close. I really don't like that closeness.By the way that Joss guy eyeing at him clears that he likes my crush, but he really innocent to not see that.