I was Afriad

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And so, I was afraid

Every time I thought, the hands touched me again

The hands of pain molested me then

And when the pain came, my blood became black

I want it to come but the shackles dragged me back

And I can't break anything, not even myself.

This restriction rules you, just kill yourself.

Who controls you? Nobody knows.

Nobody even gives a fuck-truly, it shows

My binding is ripped and my pages are torn

These worn out hands are broken by thorn

Thoughts from Him ring in my head

And inside, outside; everywhere, all I feel is dead

Dying light in the sky is all for us to see

Walking feeling the morning open itself to me.

Sheering moonlight caressed my jagged skin,

Sparkling light fading from the sky and a bigger bright to take it akin.

Now they can see me in my real body

Where His chains hold me down in this rusted monopoly

My unanswered prayers go in his masquerade

And so, I was afraid.

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⏰ Last updated: May 18, 2015 ⏰

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