April 15
13 months and 10 days
before the day.
A little figure could been seen walking down the ave.
The boys walking back from the deli notice this figure thinking it was a opp trying to be sneaky the boys ran up to this little figure.
Startled by this jerricka dried teared face looked up seeing a tall darkskin boy holding her up
"Put me down" she said now scared of the boys.
Realizing it was just a girl they hurriedly backed up putting her down.
"Sorry lil one but you can't be walking like that at 1am on the block almost got fucking boom"the darkskin boy rambled on now pissed off with the girl reckless actions.
"Ok shut up yagi she get it, sorry about that my name Cameron but call me cblu" , the young boy extended out his hand.
"Hi I'm jerricka" the pretty girl said
"Ok miss jerricka it's pretty late for you to be walking out here. Would you like me and yagi to walk you home?"Camryn said.
"Nah that's fine I just wanted to clear my mind" she said looking around. "Type shi" yagi mumble now in his own world.
"Well ms.jerricka come to the spot with us", Camryn said
"Im fine really"she said about to walk away .
"That you are, but I'm not taking no for an answer either you go with us to the spot or we walk you it's mad late and your tiny ass out here, shits not safe"Cameron said seriously.
"Wait pause that sound a lil creepy" cblu said laughing at jerricka face.
"Ok you can walk me home" she said giving up seeing she wasn't going to win this battle.
Beginning to walk home it was a very comfortable silence between the three. But half way into the walk they began having a conversation about if Kanye west was really crazy or was trying to let us know something, random right? But it was a great conversation that made the young teens get more comfortable around each other. It felt so natural to them as if they knew each other for a long time.
Finally arriving at her apartment building she said a simple bye about to walk in her building.
"Wait can I get your number so we could hang out sometimes", Camryn said shyly
"Yea that's fine", She said smiling
Both of the boys couldn't deny her beauty it was a different type of pretty she looked like a real life doll if you ask yagi.
"Ok well bye guys be safe" she said waving wondering in the building.
"Bye jerricka", Camryn sung out laughing.
Jerricka went back to thinking about her life. you would think she was happy but she wasn't she mentally and emotionally drained, she could only be happy for so long then it was back to sadness .
she was truly depressed. she was contemplating if she wanted to just end it all. it had been a thought for a while maybe she would do it on her grandmother birthday 05/25 that was the day she was going to do it she could finally see her again.
Jerricka would try to talk to someone but she had nobody. her mom believed that depression wasn't real if it wasn't her, she was a true narcissist who made everything about her. making it hard to have a decent conversation about anything containing jerricka and to add the cherry on top her mom was bipolar. so jerricka always seem to be confused driving her into depression even more she couldn't take it.
