My love for you.

Oh my love.....

Shuhua pov:

   After I left the park. That girl was the only thing on my mind. She was so pretty. Her cat eyes, her mole under her eye, her smooth skin that I just wanna stroke with my hands, her smoothing voice. Everything about her were just so enchanting. My phone rings. I pick it up and my eyes widen. It's my ex boyfriend Li Xan. How did he get my number? I just declined the call and put my phone in my pocket still wondering how he gotten a hold of my phone number. My phone rings again and its still Li Xan calling I tried to decline once but he just called again. The pattern continues until I finally gave in and answered the phone. "What do you want Xan?" I say with anger in my voice. "Hello love. How are you?" He says in a dark mysterious yet comforting voice. "What do you want Xan?! And how did you get my number?!" I say at this point spiting out venom as I talk. "Let just say I have my way hmm."

At this point I was red as a tomato and as angry as Nile crocodile. And almost tearing up. I've been trying to get away from Xan for months now. I've even cut off my friends just to get away from him. I tried to get the police involved but they just told me to ignore him and he'll go away like he was just some lost dog following me everywhere. Xan is dangerous. When me and him where first together he was like someone you can only have in your dreams, but something happened randomly to him that made him change.

*Flashbacks*

Xan was coming home from work and I had just woken up from a nap. "Hi Xan. How was work?" I say in a shaky voice while rubbing my eyes. Xan says nothing. When I regained my sight I was meet with an angered Xan walking into the living room and sitting on the sofa. "Hey Xan, are you alright sweetheart?" He looks at me with angered yet confused expression. "Does it fucking look like I'm alright shuhua?! Does it?!?!" He stouts. I look at him with an concerned yet confused face.

Why is he mad? Is he mad at me? Did something happen at work?

As I didn't want to anger him anymore I just walked out the living room and upstairs to my room and turned on the tv. As ten minutes passed by and the tv still going, Xan walks in the and started to rent about nobody's loves him and how "Its just himself against the world."

What's with his behavior today?

"Xan what's wrong with you today?" I say in a concerned voice. He stops talking and looks over at me with a face I can't completely make sense out, but I know it's mixed with disbelief. "You wanna know what's wrong with me?Huh?! What's wrong with me is I have to go out and work a-and  get yelled at while you fucking sit on your ass and do nothing! That's what fucking wrong with shuhua!" He says yelling.

I looked at him with an confused-angered expression. The whole reason I don't have a job is because he didn't want me to get one. Even when I protested, he still didn't want me to get one. And what does he mean I just sit around I toke care of the house, I cooked for him, I even cleaned after him.

"Xan what you mean I just sit around?! I take care of the house everyday! I even go places I don't even wanna fucking go for you! And you say I don't do shit?!" I say yelling. "The thing is shuhua, that's not the same!" "Who said it was?! But I'm still doing something! You won't even let me get a job because you act like a little bitch and is insecure and think I'm gonna fuck other boys!" He looks at me wide eyed and just what I least expected

*SLAPS*

I stumbled aback a lil bit because that's how hard he slapped me. I stood there in shocked. That's something I never thought he would do. Yes we fought other times but he never hit me. I slowly looked back at him. He fists were clutched and his jaw was the same. Like he wanted to do more. He turned around and walked out of the room.

I just stood right there for another minute then walked towards my bed and laid down. I cried myself to sleep that night. And after that everything just gradually got worse.

*Flashback ends*

I teared up at the thought. "Xan please just stop. It's over between us. Just please move on." I say on the verge of crying, I'm truly tired. "On come on please shuhua. I've changed. I didn't mean anything that I did to you. I love you shuhua. Dearly. I was just mad at the time and I didn't know how to handle my anger and I took it out on you. I apologize shuhua." He says actually sounding sincere. But I didn't buy it. "Xan no. Just fucking no! Can stop calling me and leave me the fuck alone!" I say angrily and hanged up the call. I angrily walked to my apartment

When I arrived at my apartment complex I go to my floor and walk towards my door and unlocked it and enter. I go to my room sit trying to clear my mind. I just sighed and headed to my bathroom. I stare at myself a little. I pulled up my shirt and looked at my stomach. It looks like a gained a little weight on my stomach. It looks like more of a baby bump though.... I stare at it a little more and question if it is a baby bump. I don't know I'll just make a doctors appointment.

After I got out of the shower and putted on some clothes. I laid down in my bed just thinking. I thought of soojin. She is very beautiful. And then I fall asleep.

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A/N: so I just found out Li xan is a name of an actor lol.
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