Prologue
He looked at me desperately with green eyes digging into my brown ones.
He looked sad and confused.
I couldn't bare to see him like this.
I looked down and sighed as the wind blew my hair across my face.
"Look," I said to him, showing him the permanent tattoo on my wrist, remembering when he got it for me.
"It says, 'Even though I'm with him, doesn't mean I don't love you.' ."
He smiled at me weakly.
I stepped closer to him and embraced him in a tight hug.
Soon, he stretched out his big arms and enveloped me in a hug.
I stepped back, sadly, wishing I could hug him again.
"Just remember," I speak again.
"You made me smile, first".
I gave him a peck on the cheek, and slowly left.
I tried not to look back, but I did.
Right where I pecked him, was a bright red spot.
He was smiling at the sky.
I giggled at him, as he turned his head to look at me.
His cheeks burned bright red as he looked away again.
I smiled, stuffing my hands in my hoodie's pockets and walking away.
My heels clicking at every step I took.
I knew I loved him.
I just wouldn't admit it.
Not him.
Not to me.
Not to my boyfriend.
Not to no one.
It would forever stay my secret.
Or so I thought...
