I tell people I hate you and sometimes I do,
But other times I wish we could go back
Back to when I loved you and you actually loved me.
I remember your curly hair and your smile,
The way you made me laugh and made me feel safe.
I wish I could hate you, I try to so hard.
But to tell the truth
I don't think I ever will.
And I hate that.
Even After everything you put me through I still don't hate you.
