𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗙𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 | knj

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 #1

'2 weeks...'

He feels like shit,hurt by the words he just heard.His wife,his only and first love Ria,she has a brain cancer,the most dangerous one,she had a surgery but it didn't worked well.

'only...2-2 weeks!?'

'i'm so sorry Mr.Kim,but that's it'

why? why is world this fucked up, just why? she didn't did anything to this world,oh God-he thought looking at Ria.

she was smiling,showing her dimples to him.

'Joon...don't worry,i'll wait for you on the other side'- she said through tears.

'no,no,no Ria,don't say that' holding her hands 'we will fight through this,did you forgot? we have a child,Kami needs a mother!'-trying hard not to break down infront of her.

'I know Joon,but it is what it is,my time has come...'

her time...

'mom...'- Kami said holding a teddy bear in her hands

'Kami,my love,come here mom needs a hug'

running to her mother Kami she hugged her tightly,squeezing her.

'eomma...what are you talking about? where are you going? appa...what's happening?'

'ah,Kami it's nothing eomma will be back.'-he said smiling with his dimples

'mommyy i'll miss you so much...so don't go if you don't have to???'

'Mr.Kim you need to go,she needs rest.'-doctor cutted Kami in convincing her mother to stay with her

leaving Ria's room with heavy heart and blank thoughts with Kami in his hands,Namjoon closed the door and waved to his wife for the last time.

'wait Joon! don't go...I have...s-s-something to s-s-say...maybe it's my last words'

'yes darling! im in all ears!' he knelt down on her level looking curious and worried whit questionable eyes

'Joon...be prepared to these words I'm gonna say now,It's not that easy to say and I don't know how to say it to you...'

'Ria my love- 'I cheated on you Joon.'

It felt unreal that he just heard that, cheated...what? I wasn't a good husband?good father? why? so much emotions in one anger,hurt,broken,like someone stabbed him in his beating heart right now,he felt betrayed,his first love,with who? who is that jerk she cheated me on with? a million thoughts in his head,he just stared at her blankly.

'what?'

'Joon...I can explain-'

'explain what? that you cheated on me? that can be explained?'

'Jo-' 'who was it? was it someone i know? fuck,how can you do this to me,I thought I was a good husband for you,you never actually loved me?'

'Joon my love,can we forget all about this huh? I'm sorry I wasn't thinking when I did that It's all my fault.'

'ah fuck it all Ria! do you really think I'll forget all that? you literally cheated on me,there is nothing I can forget!! Ria we have a fucking child,you have a fucking family,ah...'

'Joon calm down-'

'calm down? how Im I supposed to fucking calm down!?'

'I know, I fucked up really bad,but I certainly don't have much time left to live anyways and I'm so sorry Joon I-I'- soobing she just lowered her head down feeling like a betrayer, having her own family which she destroyed with just one sentence.

'Kami let's go'-he said to a child who just stood there like a stone after hearing all words her mother just said 'eomma...what did you did?'

Ria just looked away from her own daughter,crying

'Kami I said let's go from here!'- Namjoon said finally shedding a tear,opening a door of Ria's room,now hurt more that before, how could she do that? even in her condition she had a audacity for doing something like that...ah! fuck everything. getting in his car he put Kami in her seat,hugging her teddy bear she shed a tear.

'Kami,love don't cry,things like that happens it's called life,someone comes,someone leaves,nothing is temporary on this world,nothing and never forget that' hugging his daughter tightly he shed another pair of tears,the painful ones that no one wants to experience but he experienced it in one day.

driving to his parents house where he leaved Kami with her grandparents almost asleep in his hands,tucking her in soft blanket,kissing her forehead with his dry lips he closed the door.

'son...what happened? how come you're in this condition?did something happeed to Ria? is she okay?' his mother asked visibly scared because of her son.

'no,nothing is okay,mom,she cheated on me! can you believe in that?' visibly hurt by the words he just said looking at his mother

'what? what are you talking about son? how is that even possible?'

'I don't know...I guess it all happeden by mistake,ah! I don't know what to think anymore she cheated on me and even asked me to forget all about that!' he hugged his mom crying in her shoulder

'how could she!? you two have a kid together!' his dad said looking in Namjoons red eyes

'I guess it didn't matter to her'

'you can't drive in this condition Joon,something might happen to you,you can't risk your own life behind the wheel.'

'I can drive I'm going home mom don't worry about me!' he said reaching to his keys

'no Namjoon-

'I don't even have a will to live after all of that happened,maybe it's better if I die somewhere!'yelling he leaved the house.opening doors of the drivers seat,starting the engine he drove to the convenience store buying some beer. with heavy heart and blank thoughts he opened the front door,toys on the floor,an empty closet without Ria's belongings inside.

'oh God,just why?'

| 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲- Hii,this is a first chapter of this story! and I hope you enjoy because I already know it's not that good but it's writed by a heart. if you have any questions,suggestions about this story you can write it on wattpad comments beside sentences or dm me on Instagram- zmijaa.balkanska or excitqed also my tiktok is- jeonevantae. don't self-promote in my dms and I'm aware of hate because it's not good but I already know all that so you don't have to tell me that. enjoy and everyone stay safe! <3