hey guys just a quick a/n please tell me if you would like any male or nonbinary reader x character bc i do not mind doing them :)
i also changes one of the lyric line to match to the part!!
(But I want to love a boy the way I love the ocean )
to
But I want to love the boy the way I love the ocean
title : to love a boy
background info: ao'nung and reader are madly in love by y/n is told she can't love him as he and her come from two different lives and one thing that connects you is the ocean
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y/ns pov
i want to love a boy the way i love the ocean
ao'nung and i have known each other our whole lives i love him. i love him. I LOVE AONUNG. he is the only thing i think about (part from the ocean) he is the first one i wonder about when i wake up he is the one i dream about. he may as well take my heart it is full of him.
Wish I was not afraid of all I have that's broken
but there is a part of me that doesn't want him too.... i love the ocean and free will too much if we do say become a couple and mate i will be his tsahìk i don't want that life or pressure
"look how dirty she is..."
bitch i litterly live in and near the water?
"i cant believe ao'nung hangs around her."
well i am not leaving any time soon.
"she's not even that pretty i mean look..."
ouch..oh well suck my di-
"y/n?" ao'nung asked "oh um yeah what's up?" i asked "i just was wondering are you okay? you seem sort of spaced out?" he asked holding both oh my hands no don't do this to me. don't act like you love me then act like we are friends. do not do this . i pull my hand away "yeah i'm good... um just going to go on ilu duty with reya i'll see you later" what a stupid lie , y/n stupid bitch (me not reya.)
"y/n-"
I know I must behave to contain all my emotion
ao'nung is my best friend and i have to watch him take punches for me as i'm known as "poor" when he is known as a prince having everything he wants and what he wants he gets. he lives a completely different life from me i am a daughter of 3 older siblings with clothes from them a mother who is pregnant and try's to make our lives good a dad who is a hunter and gathers the food , he lives with the best family the strongest worrier tonowari and ronal and new clothes people wanting to kiss the ground he is on. why on earth would he -
"y/n . don't lie to me."
"i'm not aonung."
But I want to love the boy the way I love the ocean.
i want to tell him. i really want to. i love him. he has my heart i love aonung the son of tonowari and ronal , ao ao , fish prince , sea weed brain. i love my aonung.
"y/n ...yawne" (i think that means love??) he grabs my hand his cold green skin hold my hands his hands are softer then the waves on the ocean he turns me to face his ears faced backwards
Like a hidden cave, I am always open, I hold the space you made
"you've not been talking to me ever since the forest people got here . what's wrong." i look at the ground as he says this i cant make eye contact with him or i'll melt i'm almost melting hin his strong hood on my forearms "y/n look at me." god i'm such a slu- i mean i'm so inlove with him he makes me love him more when he does things like this to me. no one else just me. y/n L/n . not any other girl "did one of them hurt you? which one so help me-" "no one hurt me ao'nung .... i just-"
I'm empty, but still hoping I have a feeling, a terrible fear encroaching
ao'nung pov on this situation
