I wake up and roll myself out of bed. Checking my phone to see any good morning texts from him.
Failed Abortion: Good morning Eli! Take care today. :)
I smile. I quickly type in with no hesitation.
Me: Good morning Justin :) Take care, too. How's your sleep?
[Send]
I groan and stretch out of bed feeling the morning weather. It's raining of course, and I smile.
Me: The weather today is so cool.
Failed Abortion: Had a weird dream about aliens. It was good though. :) yeah.. We haven't had rain since last month.
Me: yep.
Failed Abortion: Alright Elizabeth. I'll go prepare. :)
Me: Take care. I love you.
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Me: Take care. :)
Failed Abortion: You too, unicorn.
I lock my phone screen and get ready for today. Its a weekend today and all I plan to do was play games on my console. There wasn't anything better to do anyways. Talking to Justin would be nice, but I knew the way I felt for him wasn't the way he felt for me. I threw in a couple hi's and hello's everywhere. Made him think I liked him. Sadly, don't think he got the message. It was alright though. My parents didn't really approve of me dating anyone yet. So I sticked with gaming, music, Netflix, books, and Jared Leto.
As I finish showering I head to my computer table. I plug in the plug into the socket and my journey begins there. I put on my oculus rift and start playing.
I played Outlast. Horrifying and fucked up game about a journalist going into a mental asylum. Im playing the DLC on this one. Which in fact, was harder than the real game itself. I was pretty much good at it, but suddenly I lose it. Lights started to flash and visions started to appear and my heart started beating fast and I immediately take the oculus out of my head and throw it across the room. Shaking, crying, and putting both my hands against my ears. I scream. I hear the door behind me open and a loud voice saying, “Do it.” over and over again. I saw a figure come nearer and I could feel the heat between the space of our bodies and I swear, in that moment, I've never felt what fear really was until that.
I fear strong but weak arms wrapped around me.
“Dont you fucking dare scare me like that.” Justin says as my tears hit the ground every single time. His arms still around me and I was on my desk chair. I put both my feet up and bury my face. I didnt know why I was crying. All I knew was I was crying.
He drags me unto my bed and shouts for help. I still cover my face with both my hands, tears still running. I suddenly hear footsteps come up my bedroom. “Elizabeth!” My mother yelps. That was it. I lose it. I fall into unconsciousness and wake up a day after.
