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WE ON TOP 🔥🔥🔥🔝🔝🔝🔝

it was simply crazy, in a way she couldn't exactly get. why did she feel those things? and why were those things so prominent?

as she messily fixed her tie before the show, she couldn't help but glance at the boy she recognized as.. a friend. he looked abnormally nervous, i mean, it was the new album after all, he had more songs of his own this time.

''it's gonna be ok.'' she reassured, patting his back while making a slight smile that could have been mistaken as a monotonous lie. in reality, it really wasn't, she was just not so sure about it herself, she had more songs of her own too where she had to sing.. i mean, she didn't mind recording them in the studio around her friends, just singing them in front of thousands of people made her feel different.

he smiled, his smiles always brightened the whole room. 

''thanks, purple.''

a band mate suddenly came in, guitar in hand, he said,

''blue, purple, it's time to go, come on!''

and before she knew it, she was in front of thousands of people, oh, just like she feared.

'woke up today with the lay of the land..'

she played her own instrument shyly, heat raising up her cheeks, she knew that no one was looking at her at the moment, everyone was playing their own things while the crowd's attention was focused on yellow as he was singing.

but still, she felt weak, knowing that in a few minutes, she was gonna hear him sing the song that she loved so much.

why did she like it? it was unsure.

she liked his voice, i guess that was a reasonable conclusion. the same thing happened when he sang his own song from the old album, and even though he was singing about two actresses that definitely weren't her, she felt flustered listening to the silly little love requests he sang for them.

red sang,

yellow sang,

and it was now turn for blue to sing.

'looking for a cavern, a place where she can stay..'

jesus,

she knew she was playing in a more sloppy way, she tried her hardest to remember her notes but everything suddenly faded into a dark hole as her brain only prayed her to listen to him sing, it was hopeless, she was hopeless.

jesus christ, kill me.

after a bit of playing, she noticed she messed up a note, and boy oh boy, was she not the only one to notice.

''purple. that was not what you were supposed to play!'' cyan whispered aggressively, ah, cyan, good ol' cyan. maybe the only one out of the bunch who actually knew what purple felt.

''i can't help it!'' she whisper-yelled back.

before they knew it, everyone stopped playing and blue stopped singing.

''purple, i think it'd be really cool if you tagged along on this!'' green exclaimed, the crowd cheering out of nowhere.

purple glanced at cyan, who gave her an 'that seems fine' look, she eyed gray, who did a thumbs up, red nodded, yellow winked and—

blue,

blue smiled.

''purple, purple, purple!'' the crowd cheered as she made her way quietly towards the microphone.

yellow gave blue an extra microphone, and purple shivered as she felt their shoulders touch.

'hiding in corners disguised,

purple looked at blue

she's a phantom , a glimmer inside,

blue looked at purple

she keeps on feeding what i am conceiving,

blue smiled at purple

so please won't you tell me open wide?'

purple smiled back.

gray played his drum solo as everyone cheered once more, gosh, maybe it wasn't such a bad idea after all. purple's mind immediately slipped to cyan; as she looked at him waiting for his approval. he clapped quietly, still in-hold of his instrument,

everyone continued playing their own instruments as blue continued to sing to chorus by himself, either way, purple didn't mind.

she noticed him glancing at her, giving her a slight smile as he stopped singing, she shyly looked at the side.

everyone yelled, applauded.

''i love you, blue!''

a girl from the crowd screamed, receiving a small
'i love you too.' from him.

everyone clapped again and purple tried to maintain her composure as cyan awkwardly patted her back.

''you'll get 'em next time, dawg.'' cyan reassured.