I am not perfect. Nobody is. One should feel contented of who they are and strive for the greater good.
Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung paano to sisimulan. Gustong gusto ko ang pagsusulat. Everything in my life felt unsure except my love for writing, simula pagkabata pagsusulat na ang gustong gawin. Writing is my comfort zone i can vent anything and everything in a piece of paper. My tears are put into words, pains are felt in writings. To simply put it, Pen and Paper are my confidantè.
But growing up i lost that feeling to want to write. Madami akong kwento na sinubukang simulan pero i always find myself stuck in the middle of writing. I tried re-reading my previous stories, those that i wrote way back when, and to no avail. Hindi ko nga alam kung paano ko naisulat yung mga yun. Im lost in my writing for years now and if there's something na narealize ko through out those times is, in my case i should want and love writing at the same time. Hindi sapat na Mahal ko lang pagsusulat, katulad ng hindi sapat na Mahal lang natin ang isang tao. We should want them at the same time. Love and Want should come together.
Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin na hindi ito isang kwento dahil kung iisipin kwento naman talaga ito. Mahirap ipaliwanag, parang Love.
I want to call this a Journey. Journey to finding the want to write again. I can do this with my paper and pen but i guess i wanted to share this to strangers. I wanted to be heard to be read.
I'll find you again. Humanda ka. Haha.
HaRi♡
