This Time Around

"For the first time"

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Flashback
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8:45pm
The chavariaz house
Brooklyn

Love is only a feeling
by Joey badass

"Kiko" she heard her cousin yelling"yes," she said yelling over the soft music playing in her room.
   
    Kiko loved to just vibe out in her room. It was comforting. she always liked staying to herself and staying out of the way.

   Not to be different or anything that's just something she always did even with her family.

" do you want to go to this party?" her older sister asked her.

"Umm no not really," Kiko said not paying awareness.

"Well, I wasn't asking, get up and get dressed. Mommy said I can't go nowhere without bringing you so get up now", her sister said telling her sister.

She wasn't mean but she was just a person Kiko wouldn't associate herself with.

   Her sister liked doing stuff Kiko just wasn't comfortable with. Not bashing her or anything just wasn't her cup of tea. Plus she always had a jealousy of Kiko and Kiko didn't know why they were sisters at that she was her baby sister by 3 years.

  "First of all who are you talking to like that? if I don't want to go so I don't have to go period, fuck you and that party tf and get out my room since you have a problem weirdo", Kiko said getting mad that the girl raised her voice at her.

   With her being the youngest out of 3 you could say she was extremely spoiled.

  Mostly by her older brother and mother leaving Kiko never getting hollered at by the family being their pride and joy. No Was not in her vocabulary.

But with her brother dying and her mom and dad divorcing, and on top of that her mom being gone with her new boyfriend every day you could say that.

   Kiko didn't give af what came out of her mouth. knowing there were no consequences, she said whatever she wanted.

Cause who was going to beat her? Surely not her sister or anybody else so she didn't care.

   "Bro you're a fucking brat who acts like you can't do nothing for nobody," her sister said now embarrassed by her sister's word.

"goody two shoes," her sister said continued .

   "Awe that was cute how old are you boo? Matter of fact don't answer that with your old ass" , Kiko said walking past her sister and making sure to bump into her.

Like Kiko said fuck was she going to do.

    She needed to leave Kiko alone, she didn't want to argue with anybody she just wasn't going to get punk by anybody' and that's for damn sure!

  Closing her door hurrying to Lay back down. Turning her music back up she began to write back in her journal.

  Getting cut of shortly by her phone ringing she answered knowing only a few people had her number.