Baby Boy {Being Re-Written}

Chapter 4

Jaxson's POV:

Everything hurts, I don't know what they did to me. I don't feel like myself, I feel like I'm just watching as someone else is controlling my body and acting like those monsters want it to act. I tried to move, but I have no control over my body anymore. When I try to talk, it comes out as crying or babble. I feel like I'm losing who I am. At least they haven't put that rubber thing back into my mouth. 

Silas's POV:

I was cleaning our room when I heard our sweet angel wake up, and went over. I picked him up and unconnected the feeding tube from the machine and took him to the nursery. I laid him down on the changing table and began to undress him. Once he was undressed I untapped his diaper, I wiped his privates and noticed a small rash starting to form. I made sure that the red area got covered in the rash cream. After rubbing in the cream I sprinkled baby powder and tapped on a new diaper. I then picked out an outfit, a grey onesie that says Daddy's little boy, on it and black pants with matching socks. Once Jaxson was dressed I took him down stairs and placed him on his play mat for tummy time. 

Ezra was busy in the kitchen to notice that I had brought the baby downstair. I placed Jaxson down, I went over to let Ezra know that the baby was awake and in the living room. I then went into my office to get some work done. I hate having to leave my boys, but someone has to make money to keep them safe. Ezra became a stay-at-home dad once we decided how old Skylar would be. 

Ezra's POV:

After cleaning the dishes, I head into the living room to see Jaxson attempting to do tummy time, but he will never be able to hold his head up, unless we decided that we want him to grow up. We have a doctor's appointment today at 3:00 to get Jaxson's feeding tube, out as his gums have completely healed and he can now breastfeed. It's around noon and Skylar is taking a nap, and then he will got to my brother, Ethan, while I take Jaxson to the doctors. I notice that Jaxson is slipping right into headspace and has been a really good baby. I feared that we would have the same struggle that we had with Skylar. I pick Jaxson up and take him the the nursery and sit in the rocking chair. I figured that he needs to get use to breastfeeding, I take my shirt off and guide his head towards my nipple and he latches on immediately and begins to suck. After about 15 minutes his eyes begin to close. I rock him until he is asleep and place him in his crib. 

Silas and I decided that as soon as his feeding tube is out he would begin to sleep in his nursery. Before placing him in the crib I make sure he has a paci in his mouth and his mitten on. I turn on the monitor and check on Skylar. I head downstair to get the diaper bag ready for each boy. Once I get the bags ready, I head back upstair to wake up Skylar. I walk into his room and rub his back to wake him up. He starts to cry, he has never liked being woken up, and pick him. I change his diaper and take him down stair. I give his bottle and place him in his play pen. 

"Are you ready to go see Uncle Ethan, monkey?" I ask, "I slewpy I want slewp" he responds. I let him finish his bottle and watch Bluey until it's time to leave for Ethan's. Around 2 I pick up Skylar and his diaper bag and take him into Silas's office so he can say goodbye. After saying good bye to Silas, I hand him the monitor, and ask him to get Jaxson up and ready for the doctor's. I take Skylar over to Ethan's house and knock on the door. Ethan's wife, Samantha, opens the door and says, "Well if it isn't my favorite monkey Skylar," I smile and say, "He's a bit fussy, as he didn't get his full nap." I walk in and see Ethan in his office on the phone. I hand Sam Skylar's diaper bag, and put Skylar down to say goodbye. I hug him and say, "Now Papa will come get once he is done with work. I have to take baby brother to get that tube out his nose and for another check up. You are going to have a fun day with Uncle Ethan and Aunt Sam" he begins to get teary eyed, why Sam picks him and whispers something into his ear that I could not hear. I turn and walk out of the door after saying thank you to Sam and walk home to hear a screaming baby. 

Apparently neither boy likes being woke up. I take him from Silas, so he could get back to work. I bounce him and walk around the living room, once he stops crying I place a paci in his mouth and clip in onto his onesie and grab his favorite turtle stuffie and place it in the diaper bag. I quickly stay my goodbyes and head towards the car. I strap Jaxson into his carseat and began the 30 minute drive to the hospital. Once we get there it takes no time for Jaxson's name to get called. Once we get into the room, Adrian walks in and ask that I place Jaxson on the table in only his diaper. I did as he said, but left his paci in. Adrian gets a sedative ready and injects Jaxson, so he could take to tube out with no struggle, and no pain for Jaxson. 

Once the tube was out, Adrian continued with the regular check-up. Jaxson was now the ideal weight for his age, and he was given an injection that would help him forget about his past and slip into headspace. It took about an hour for Jaxson to wake up. 

Once he was awake we could go home. Once we were home, Jaxson became our happy little baby again, there was no trace of the person he was before we found him. It was dinner time, by the time we got home. Silas made dinner for us, while I fed out baby, he latched on and began to feed immediately. I have never been so happy, we have our perfect boys. 

Silas and I talked about aging Skylar up to a more independent headspace, at either 3 or 4. So we could not have two diapers to change, but will still have two little ones, but we haven't decided it yet. After feeding and burping Jaxson I placed him in his swig and turned it on, and watched as he fell asleep. I slipped a paci into his mouth and watched as he began to suck on it. I went and ate dinner, then cleaned the kitchen, while Silas gave Skylar a bath. Around 9:00 I took Jaxson upstairs and got him ready for bed, but changing his diaper and putting him in a yellow footie onesie with suns all over it and placing a yellow paci in his mouth. And laying him in is crib with his turtle stuffie. While leaving I turned on his monitor and left the room to get Skylar ready for bed. Once both boys were asleep, Silas and I talked about aging up Skylar into a headspace that is more independent and didn't need help all the time, especially with an infant in the house. 

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