TOXIC LOVE (on hold)

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Y/n's POV

I've spent the last couple days with Kendall. We both went to my place and decided on staying there while Rosie was away. I spoke to Rosie over the phone yesterday and she apologised and talked about how much she missed me. I'm not gonna lie, it felt great to have Kendall all to myself for the week but I could tell she was disappointed that tonight would be our last night together. Me and Ken decided on putting on some movies and just spending time together for now.

"so what time is Rosie getting home ?" she asked as she got on my bed and cuddled up to me

"probably around mid day.. we still have the whole of the night together"

We carried on watching the movie but it just felt off. She felt off. She was more tense and quiet then usual, I could see she was focused on whatever she was thinking about. she pulled away and got up.

"what's wrong ?" I questioned

she started panicking and picking up her belongings off the floor

"I can't y/n.. I just can't"

"you can't what ?"

"I'm in the house that you two live in together, sleeping in your guys bed, cuddled up next to her man, all while she is away missing you" she grabbed her bag and started putting her belongings in there

"Ken calm down" I said

" why are we even doing this y/n ?" She ran her hand through her hair "we've been like this for two months, sneaking around and all for what ?... some fun while your girlfriend is away"

I got up "no it's not like that"

"THEN WHAT IS IT LIKE" she shouted

"I really really like you Kendall"

"really because in these two months you've never even talked about us... I don't think you'll ever tell Rosie"

"Kendall stop" I walked closer to her

"am I just your dirty little secret who you use whenever you feel like it ?"

She wouldn't stop talking so I just kissed her. She mumbled into the kiss and was hesitant at first but then she gave in. She couldn't resist it. She couldn't resist me. She dropped the bag she was holding and her hands went to my chest. I pushed her closer and closer to the wall until her back was right up against it. She moaned into my mouth as her hands went lower and lower down my body. That was one thing I loved about Kendall. Whether she was mad at me or not, I knew exactly what to do to turn her on and it worked every time. Her hands finally made it to the bottom of my shirt and she slowly tucked her hands in so that they were rubbing up and down my abs. I bit her lip and broke the kiss but I held the intense eye contact as I slowly undressed her and then i undressed myself. She was still frozen in position from where we kissed. She was smirking as her incredibly body leaned against the wall. I leaned back into her, this time giving attention to her neck leaving little possessive marks. She jumped up and wrapped her legs around my waist. I felt wet core against me making me smirk to myself.

"wet for me already ?" I laughed

Her cheeks flushed red and she smacked me on my arm. I smirked and continued to kiss down her body. I took off her bra and then massaged her boobs as I went back up to her face and gave her a passionate kiss before going back down. I kissed down her stomach until eventually reaching her underwear. I slid them off her legs and in one motion picked her up and carried her bridal style to the bed. I threw her onto my large bed earning a small yelp from her mouth. I climbed up so that I was hovering over her. I could feel myself growing harder at just the sight of her. That was one thing me and Rosie never had. Rosie is a very attractive woman but she could never attract and excite me the way Kendall does. I grazed my fingers over her glistening center making her moan. I leaned down towards her connecting her slit and my mouth and I pumped my tongue into her in motions that I knew she liked. Her moans soon filled the room and her hands came down tangling into my hair. I continued pumping my tongue in and out of her until I could feel her urging for more. I then switched my tongue for two fingers and began using them. Her moans grew even louder. I then switched to three fingers continuing until she came on my fingers. Damn Devin must of been weak as fuck. I brought my fingers back up to my mouth and sucked her juices off. She pulled me back down on top of her and kissed me.

Kendall's POV

I swear I actually love him. He continued to kiss me. We must of both been in a trance full of lust and love because we both failed to hear footsteps creeping towards the bedroom door. Y/n's head shot around when the bedroom door swung open. He quickly jumped off of me and managed to grab the blanket and throw it over me to cover me up just before the person had fully opened the door. There stood Rosie, tears steaming down her face. Her eyes were on Y/n, no one was saying anything just yet but I could tell that was about to change.

"how could you do this to me" Rosie mumbled out through her sobs "I come home early to surprise my man and I find him with another bitch in OUR bed"

and with that she broke her eye contact with Y/n and finally glanced down to me

Her face changed "I knew I could never trust you with him" her voice was slightly growing louder "from that day I met you I knew you wanted him... you waited for his girlfriend to go away so that you could get on with him behind her back"

"Rosie please it wasn't like that" Y/n spoke up "I'm so sorry"

I could see Y/n getting upset the longer he looked at Rosie

"just tell me who you really want, me or her ?" Rosie mumbled her voice constantly cracking

Y/n kept silent. Rosie shook her head and began to turn around but Y/n stopped her.

"wait.. I'm sorry Rosie but I've fallen in love with Kendall"

Those words. I have been waiting for so long for it to all happen.

Rosie began crying harder and she walked up to Y/n. Swinging her hand back and giving him a loud slap to the cheek leaving a hand print on him. She then stormed out of the bedroom and as she left we could hear her breaking and throwing stuff until we heard the front door finally slam shut.

Authors notes

I'm back guys. I'm sorry I disappeared for a while but as summer holiday is pretty much here  I should be updating more. But anyway, what do you'll think about the update ??

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