Lovin' George Gallagher

chapter one

Jullianna Pov,

Hi, so my name is Jullianna scott but all my friends call me june. And if i was to describe my physical appearance in one word, i would say beautiful. I'm not being a narcissist, but i would say beautiful  because everyone is always telling me about it and it seems like the only thing my parents are proud of.
Today, I'm planning on going to my welcome back party. Well, at first i never wanted to go but the guys said they have a suprise for me and i think i was a little bit curious about it. Well i made sure that it was just them only because i cant stand being with other people apart from my friends.
Introducing my friends, well let's start with Alexis Parker, we have been friends since when we were fifteen and i pratically twenty four, that means we have been friends for nine years, and she has been more like a sister to me. She is married to my male best friend, Johnson Jones and they have been great and they are going for their second child.
My other friend, Hannah Gray, i met her two years after i met Alexis, when i was at the hospital and she seemed easy going at least that was what i thought until she beat a guy for blocking our way, so she was like the mother hen that protects us her chicks. She has been dating my stupid brother for sometime now and everyone thinks i dont know. I wanted all my friends to be happy so i kinda played matchmaker for all of them and they are all happy in their relationship except for me who is always  pushing everyone away. Let's go back to my sickness, I'm clautrophobic, i have athsma that always come around when i am having a panic attack.
And i also have haphephobia but only to the opposite sex, except from Johnson, and my brother Brian.
I dont stay with my family anymore and it doesnt seem like they notice, i was the only one living with them because Brian was living with our grandma. He never knew what was happening to me until he got a call from Hannah to come to the hospital and i guess that was how they fell in love with each other but they didn't tell anyone about it. Guess they were scared.
I miss them a lot, i left NYC, a year ago to clear my mind after it seems like i wasn't going to stop being depressed and i was watched 24 hours straight to ensure i dont try to commit sucide again even when i assured them, i dont feel bad that i'm being watched it just make me happy that someone still cares for me.
So i started painting about six years ago that was after my second attempt of sucide, so i started going to rehab, i learned to explain yourself by doing things like writing, singing, painting and other stuffs, so i picked up painting and i got better each year but it didn't stop me from thinking about my crazy life.

As i was thinking about myself when my phone started ringing, i know i'm getting late for the party already so i went to my closet to choose a dress a black silk dress and white converse and a black bag.
I get my car key to my black BMW and if you are wondering black is my favourite colour. Then i called Hannah back since she is the calm one.
“hey girl” i heard her say.
“hi” she said.
“What's up” i asked.
“when are you coming ” she asked me.
“when you hang up” i said.
“oh, sorry ”
“nevermind but when did you start apologising” i asked suprised seems like i missed a lot of things.
“when you come i will let you know ”she answered.
“okay, i cant wait ”i said trying to sound cheerfully