Chapter 1:- loving the ones you lost- 70 days before

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The way things are going I don't know if I'll make it through the night. Every single day is like my heart just takes another beating. Every single minute I know someone is saying something about me. Every single second I know it could be my last.

When he left me last year I was broken, scared and alone but now I can finally say that I am happy. At least I am trying to be. But how am I supposed to move on when every time that song comes on I feel like breaking down and crying, but it's okay because I am 'happy' aren't I?

Lily thinks that I'm mad, but then again she's always thought that. Except I get this feeling that this time it's worse. She couldn't ever understand what it's like to love someone who has moved on because she's perfect, her relationship with my brother is perfect. Everything about lily is perfect, we are just the exact opposite from each other.

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