The ones I left behind

It must have been love- lily

The way he makes me feel is so amazing, sometimes I can barely breathe when I am around him. The love that we have for each other is beyond what I could have ever expected.

Sometimes when I look back on us getting together I think that it was just a giant mistake and that maybe if I hadn't have walked through that door and found Caitlin and then laid eyes on my sex God then maybe I wouldn't feel this way and I could still be happy with Callum.

The second I saw him in a different light I wanted the whole world to swallow me up, I just wished that it could be me and him together forever and I guess in a way it has and I think that time has allowed us to move on and be so good for each other, but I just think that maybe sometimes we need to be apart.
Before we dated he became my best friend. We did everything together, I didn't look at him that way for a long time. I knew deep down he liked me and I knew that I liked him but I was so happy with Callum that I didn't ever want to ruin that.

Callum was so good to me, he understood things that I thought were impossible to get and he helped in a way that a brother helps his sister. He was the only person I thought would ever be my soul mate. But then I fell in love with my best friend and everything changed
Maybe for the better or maybe for the worse, all I know is that I loved Callum so much and now that's gone. He's moved on, he's happy and I'm trying so hard to be normal.