This is a ship fanfiction from Manifest.
Saanvi Bahl is a medical researcher living with her two parents after being unable to take care of her own home while she was developing a treatment for leukemia.
Benjamin Stone as know as Ben is a Mathematic...
note: i'm sorry if the chapter is way too short , i will try to get better with time. ❤
-CHAPTER 1-
Saanvi is narrating the history:
It was almost 4pm, i was trying to figure out what was that dragon shaped skin on Cal's skin, when suddenly my phone rings. Ben was trying to contact me to help him in his mission, i didn't care with what i was doing, Ben was recovering from his depression, the shaped dragon skin could wait, i wanted to help my friend no matter what, so i did.
//Saanvi arrived// " -Hey Ben, whats so important you had to call? - I said. "
Whithout letting me finish the sentence Ben grabbed my waist and gave my lips a short trip to his.
I was confused and i hope he didn't notice, i mean, "why did he kissed me? wait did he really kissed me?" that's all i could think in that moment, but of course that i wouldn't ask him, it would be akward right? Anyways it was a hundred percent a part of the mission, he has no reason to kiss me. I guess. There is no reason for overthinking Saanvi, he didn't even care, and, why do i care?
I was slowly getting lost in my own thoughts, when i heard his voice.
"- Saanvi?"
I didn't answer.
"-Hey Saanvi are you there? - He said insisting."
"-Yes, i'm sorry, i was... thinking about something else. - I said extremely nervous."
"-What was it about? - He asked."
"-It is humm... nothing really important! - I was giving the most akward smile that i gave in my whole intire life - But, yes? What do you want to say? - I asked."
"-It's about the kiss i gave you in the lobby, i should have asked you for your consence, i just couldn't find any other way to prove that wee were married. Otherwise the lady wouldn't let you in. - Ben justified"
"-It's ok Ben."
// Saanvi POV //
If it was for the mission i shouldn't be worried, there's nothing to be anxious or excited about! Chill Saanvi, it's a man, you dont have feelings for man. // End of POV//
The silence between us was killing me, but i couldn't do nothing to change it and it was stressful it was strange, i even asked myself if my ears were working at that time.
As soon as we enter in that room what i saw shocked me, all of the studied eight two eighters were there! I was happy that they were being carried well, but i wonder if i can help them too... My phone started to ring again, this time it was Vance.
-Saanvi i think that you should get to the lab now. There's something really strange here. - He said panicking.
So i did, i started to pack my things to leave.
-Are you leaving yet? - Ben asked me.
-I am, Vance just called, he seemd worried, i'm sorry i have to go now, please, keep me informated.
- Yeah, sure. - Ben said quite sad.
I couldn't tell why he was sad, but i was happy that i helped him, i've never seen Ben leaving his "room" since the "accident". I was also sad that i had to leave him, but somehow relieved, if i remained a second beside Ben my tinny heart would EXPLODE.
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Meanwhile with Ben
Ben was devastated, it's my fault, i hope that he keep investigating them after that. I guess that i am such a horrible friend, "letting him right now? who does that?" Ben needs me so i'm gonna return to him, i can't let a man kiss let me so fool.
So i returned, but he, wasn't there? I can't believe i did this, Ben was there for me and i need to be there for him.
Well obviously i couldn't just appear in his house, so i went to the lab leaving for complete. ________________________
// Ben POV //
"I can't believe i did that, ugh! what was i thinking, Grace just died i can't just kiss all the girls i want to, not that i wanted to, i really could find another way, your stupid Ben, now you also lost Saanvi.
I'm so sorry my love, wherever you are. But i really meant to, God i shouldn't. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP... i dont have feeling for her, i cant have feelings for her"
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//With Saanvi//
Immediately, when i got in the lab, me and Vance had a huge fight, i can't remember much about it, i also don't want to remember about it, but i guess we were fighting over the way i felt with Ben. The arguing was like this.I asked Vance what was the emergency, because he seemed nervous as i told Ben, but apparently there was no emergency, Vance wanted me to rest because i didn't "ate or slept in the past 28 days" like he was my father! I know when i have rest, he insist, he said that i was and am irresponsible because i put others above myself, but it isn't like that, then he started to talk about Ben and it became a mess...
"Saanvi you will rest today, did i made myself clear? You don't eat, sleep or drink in days! I can't allow you to do this with yourself. - VanceI've been taking care of myself for way too long all alone if anyone know what i need is me. - SaanviSaanvi you tried to kill yourself more than once, clearly you dont know how to take care of you. - VanceI did it for all of you, is it hard to understand? is it hard Vance? - SaanviBUT NO ONE ASKED YOU TO!! - VanceYou dont need to, do you think that the world wants to die? Vance im trying to help everyone, you, ME, Ben, the passagers and the world cant you recognize that i am doing this for all of us? including me?? - Saanvi Yeah yeah thats right, Ben, it's because of what happend with HIM that we are having this shit conversation, why are even you defending him? - Vance"
Why was I...? Oh my God, why was i? Ben is such an amazing person, as a friend, as a teacher, sibling, and everything he is, if it wasn't for him i wouldn't be here, i literally owe him my LIFE, Ben is unique, and i didn't wanted to entree in details because it will seem like i'm in love, wich i ain't, i just really aprecciate everything that he did for me and other, anyway, Vance didn't deserve to be answer. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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sorry about the bad history, i'm new to this so i don't know too much about writing, but i'll be better at it sooner, wish you a wonderful day :) and also sorry 'cause the music doesn't match anything.
