When your gone, Should i go on?

Chapter 3

Why the heck was I crying? I thought of how stupid I looked, laid on the sand, and all my belongings everywhere. I quickly wiped my tears away.

"Are you crying?" Harry asked, stretching his hand so he can help me up. I grabbed it.

"Uh, I wasn't crying, it's just the sand that got in my eyes, no biggie" really? Sand in my eyes? How stupid did I sound?

He looked at me from head to toe, and took his glasses off, now I'm in trouble. I didn't want him to see me.

" Caroline?" he asked, knitting his eyebrows together.

"Hey Harry" I said shyly looking down. There was something about him saying my name that made me smile, I loved it. But I quickly snapped out of it and I bend down to grab my clothes and towel and was leaving.

I smiled quickly, then walked away, but he grabbed my arm. Dammit.

" Caroline, wow, out of all places" is that all he had to say? Not even a 'how've you been?' or 'Hows life?'

"I know, it's such a small world" dammit Harry, always making me nervous. He smiled at me, but I told him I had to leave, but he wouldn't let me.

"Hold on, how have you been Caroline? It's been what? 2 years?"

"Uh, 1 1/2, but who's counting?" I looked to the side and whispered 'really Caroline? Really'. I sounded to so stupid. I wanted to leave, this was very awkward.

" Caroline" I turn around and see Ryan coming towards us, as if this wasn't awkward enough, my current boyfriend and my ex.

"hey babe" I looked over at Harry who had a confused face.

"Uh, you coming?" Ryan looks over at Harry and knits his eyebrows together.

"yes, I was just saying goodbye to this boy" Bam! I didn't even say his name, Harry looked at me, his eyes were widened, I could tell he was surprised that I didn't say his name.

"Bye" I waved, I wanted him to be as hurt as I was, I intertwined my hand with Ryan and walked away. I turned around and Harry was still looking at us, I turn to Ryan and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

After a while in the water, all of us sat on the blankets and ate some snacks. The beach started getting empty, the sun was still up, but it started getting a little chilly, so we started putting on our clothes. I was so relaxed, I was laying down on my blanket, glasses on, listening to music. All of a sudden a dark figure blocks my view, I lift my head up and take my glasses up. It was Niall & Harry.

"Hey guys, Uh, we're gonna play a game of football, would you like to join?"

"Football? I'm in!" Ryan exclaimed, I looked at him and widened my eyes, like saying not now. But he got up, Kyle and Devin followed, then Lily, & Mandy got up.

I stayed open mouthed on the blanket, I cant believe they actually went.

"You coming Caroline?" Harry asked, "Or are you going to continue ignoring me?" I looked at him, he was smiling, as if he was teasing me, I wanted to punch him in the face.