𝕄𝕪 𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥

guilt.

As i was walking to them, i noticed they were playing hide and seek, two of them ran somewhere far to hide while the other one was counting and was facing the tree. This is my chance, he was counting to twenty, so in fast pace i went to the kid. The kid was so clueless, they didnt knew what is gonna happen to them, i was standing behind them, grabbing my pocket knife and...stabbed them right through their neck from behind, they wanted to let out a scream but i shut their mouth. After a while the kid passed out, probably died too. I noticed my best friend catching the spirit in the distance, blood splashing everywhere, but the scream...it was loud enough for anyone to hear it, mostly these two other kids- we had to leave, right now. I got up, i wanted to leave as soon as possible before someone comes here after the scream, i wanted to call Hikaru but it would reveal me, darn it, it was more wierder cuz he was nowhere to be seen, for fuck sake, i went to look for him, i swear he was nowhere to be around till i heard another scream, another kids scream, dont tell me this spirit could make him kill others too, that would be bad, realy bad, it would turn him into killing machine, i followed the scream, i expected anything but not that.

When i arrived there, i saw two bodies of these children on the ground, both of them having stab wounds on their heads. Many people were already around it, calling an ambulance and try to help these hopeless children, we all know its too late tho, Hikaru already ate their spirits, no way of them returning back to life. They did'nt notice me, luckily, so i just walked away knowing he will follow me anyway, it could be kinda wierd to these people if they saw me but- what else am i suppose to do, i dont want to see the bodies anyways, i felt so much guilt. I just walked away from the forest back to my home, my pocket knife was covered in blood and because of that, it made my jacket dirty, lucky me who wears black clothes.

When i arrived home, i quickly got my clothes to the washing machine and washed my pocket knife, just to get rid of the evidence. The guilt was bad, i felt so bad that i had to do this, how many people do i have to kill anyway? No, i cant kill anymore, this is my first and last time, i feel so bad...i dont want to do this anymore..i'll rather stay being haunted by him then try to take innocent peoples life, i might get caught one day anyway... they'll find out it was me, what will happen then? Im nearly 18 i might go to jail- probably, im not sure how it works, but i dont want to hurt others, they did nothing and it makes me feel like im a bad person... and the fact that im doing this only for...him... After that i went to my room again, Hikaru standing in the corner right next to me "leave me alone alright?? i refuse to do more for you! yeah! i promised you that we will be always together but killing people is on another level!" i shouted at him, he tilted to the side, like if he was questioning me why. Im not gonna explain it to him, he knows too well, he SHOULD know. I said nothing to him, i gnored him, that was the only thing i was good for. I was doing stuff on my Pc while he seemed to try to get my attention, literally breaking stuff near me, moving everything around and even trying to steal something from my hands.

Many hours passed and its night already, my parents went to sleep so did i. He was watching me... i knew it, i felt the stare, he had his face few centimeters from mine, staring right into my soul, hoping that i would change my mind, of course no, i decided, he can beg me as much as he wants but no, i decided, no more killing, we killed three innocent kids yesterday, i dont want it to happen again, i still wonder how he managed to do that... he could write on paper so i guess he can manipulate with objects, that must be it, he just grabbed a stick and stabbed them, well its true that he did'nt had that much strength, the problem is that i could'nt stop him, i could'nt touch him, that's the only problem.

I woke up on the floor of my room, did i fell from my bed or something? it is wierd that i was a bit far from my bed so it's kinda impossible if i fell- well i like to do 'adventurous tours' when i sleep so its kinda understandable. I got up, geez my body hurts as heck, i guess i didnt slept well. I walked to my living room, gosh i wish i never went there, my parents were...dead... they were laying on the floor, both of them with stab wounds in their stomachs, heads and part of their limbs were cut. I watched in terror as i noticed a knife, a kitchen knife... did someone came into my house and killed my parents?? is it a karma for me letting these kids die?! As i watched around i noticed these giant bloody spots on the ground and on the wall... I ran to the bathroom and locked myself there, went to some corner and fucking started to pray so HE is not here but of course... he was right infront of me, staring with these eyes again... "LEAVE ME ALONE ASSHOLE! I CLEARLY TOLD YOU THAT I WONT BE KILLING ANYONE FOR YOU! I DID ENOUGH, AND YOU TAKE MY FAMILY FROM ME?! WE ARE NOT BEST FRIENDS ANYMORE!" i shouted and burried my face in my arms. I felt my arms being held to uncover my face, it was him... i was so mad at him, i did'nt even looked at him... "𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗮 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲. 𝗞𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗜𝗧 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧". I was in shock, did he just talked?? did he just-...talked??

I refused to talk with him... He kept holding my hands so i would'nt cover my face as i started to tear up "𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲" he said... "WHY WOULD I TALK WITH SOMEONE WHO KILLED MY PARENTS?!" i yelled at him, it was creepy that his face expression did'nt changed at all
"𝗷𝗼𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁" he said. what?...what does he mean by that? i would remember if i did the fuck?! why would i even do that?! "and what makes you say that?!" "𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗮𝘀. 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺" he answered right after me. Oh yeah, thats true, we had cameras in our rooms, well, mainly in the living room. I sighed, got up and walked right through him, i felt only the first touch, but it was nothing, it was like walking through a cold air in winter.

I went to the living room, grabbed the camera and left back to the bathroom, i refused to be watching that mess... I sat down on the floor and started watching it.