I walked in the middle of the street, rain pouring down against my skin. I didn't care that it was -90 degrees cold, and I had no jacket. I didn't care if a car came and ran right over me. Rapidly, I walked. I didn't know where I was going, but I was going somewhere. I just felt like screaming, I felt like crying, I felt like punching someone in the face. For a moment, I stopped. Drops of rain, dripped down my nose, and my cheek. I was able so see my breath as I breathed heavily. I turned around...no one was there.
The first thing that came to my mind was him. I loved him so much...his beautiful smile, his beautiful eyes. Why didn't he love me back...can't he see it? why can't he see that I love him? That we are meant to be? Doesn't he see that I am the only one who feels this way about him! I've asked all my friends and they say that he's ugly and weird. I say your beauitful and amazing. I just wanted to go scream in his face, WHY DONT YOU SEE IT? I would die for him, I would go through any pain for him...but I dont think he'd do the same. No matter what I did, I couldnt get over him! All I been feeling is pain, pain, pain! It get's worse everyday...
I spotted an empty house, the door wide open. No one lived there, I assumed. I walked in the door and saw a regular house. Alot of glassed items. It was tempting to...I saw my hand reach out for a baseball bat. "No," I whispered, moving my hand away from the bat. I couldn't...though I wanted to so bad. I glanced left to right, front and back. I dont think anyone lived here. Everything was all old an rusty anyways...I grabbed the baseball bat, and clenched onto it tight. Like a warrior, I ran up to all the glassed plates, glass cups, anything I found that was breakable, I just smashed it right up. Then I dropped the bat, and ran into the dining room. I flipped over the tables, and threw the chairs against the wall. I picked up the bat once more, and smashed up the windows. Bits of glass came flying back at me, and cut up my arms and face. I didn't care, I liked the pain. Blood dripped down my chin and elbows.
Suddenly I stopped. I just froze like statue. I realesed the bat and let it drop to the ground. I looked around me--everything was destroyed. Glass was shattered everywhere...Literally, I have gone crazy. "No....nooo....NOOO!!" I yelled. I fell to the ground, glass cutting deep in my skin. I banged my head against the wall and burst out, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shreeked, making my ears bleed. "WHY DOESN'T HE LOVE ME!!!" I cried, Tears and blood mixed up together. I cried more than it rained.
Suddenly, I heard sirens go on from the front of the house. Police. I stood up, hardly able to walk. "Who is in there?" I heard the cops voice say. I went in the back yard, and snuck out of the house. Then I just ran.
