neighbours to lovers - Pablo Gavi

9

I woke up on a bed. Where am I? I then looked down to see Gavi on the floor sleeping. He looked so cute sleeping like that but then I started to remember yelling at him and calling him a bitch. He then opened his eyes to me staring at him. I quickly got up to open the door but it was locked. "There's no use in that," he said while looking at me with his puffy red eyes. Did he cry himself to sleep? I rolled my eyes at him and started looking for my phone with his eyes still on me "what" I yelled at him. He looked down and I immediately felt bad even tho he cheated on me well even though we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend we still had a thing going on but now I hated him well that's what I told myself but I clearly still liked him. Ugh, why does he always have to look so cute."Gavi" I said. He immediately looked up waiting for me to carry on. "Do you know where my phone is" he looked back down "Pedri took our phones and locked the door until we made up" what why I said to myself? I felt my blood starting to boil. I jumped back to bed with my arms crossed. It was very quiet and awkward we both avoided eye contact and all I could hear was me and him breathing in and out at different times. I had enough and broke the silence. Gavi did you even like me" his head was still looking down avoiding eye contact.

Gavi's side

Of course, I liked her and I still do but I felt ashamed knowing she didn't deserve me at all. I looked up to meet her eyes "Yes I knew I liked you ever since I layed my eyes on you" I felt my heart start beating waiting for her next response. Her eyes pricked with tears as she tried to smother her sadness, trying to hold it in just made it even harder. She couldn't help letting a single tear stream silently down her cheek. Then she looked up meeting my eyes." why did you do it" I felt a sudden rush of guilt and shame rush over my body. I didn't know how to explain what happened without her getting even madder at me. I broke eye contact and started breathing heavily. "I um I was drunk," I said in a quiet voice. She didn't say anything to me but gave me a look of disappointment. I then continued "she messaged me on Instagram and I started talking to her for the past few days." I saw another tear fall from her cheeks. I felt so bad I never meant to hurt her. I realised I started crying too. I didn't want to cry in front of her but I just couldn't hold it." Was I not good enough" she said in a muffled voice" I glanced at her with shock " no you were amazing to me and I love you so much" I said without even thinking. "You love me," she said waiting for me to quickly answer.