𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘈𝘵 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘚𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 // 𝘏𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘹

Ch.5 - Staying away

Song recommendation: Mist - Ateez

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Felix's pov

My alarm went off as usual in the morning. My eyes squinted as it tried to adjust to the sudden light coming from my window.

I didn't feel like going to school today for obvious reasons. Though, I knew there wasn't any point in asking my mom if I can skip since she never let's me.

With one last groan I got myself off my bed, grabbed a random pair of blue jeans and grey hoodie and headed for the bathroom.

After getting ready I headed for downstairs where my mother was probably making breakfast.

The second I took step in the kitchen my mother spoke.

"Felix, where were you yesterday?" My mother turned her head towards me.

I wasn't going to lie but I wasn't going to exactly tell her the truth either.

"I slept over at a friends because I was too tired to come back home"

"Were you drunk? Was there alcohol?" She raised her brow up at me.

"No mom there wasn't any alcohol"

"Did you sleep with a girl?"

"No mom."

Geez why was she asking all these questions?

If it wasn't obvious enough already, my mom had no idea I was gay. I was to scared to tell her about my sexuality since I knew she wasn't going to accept me. Let's just say she's homophobic as well as my dad.

I quickly ate my breakfast after my mother Interigated me about the party.

I kissed my mother on the cheek and grabbed my bag - as well as my phone before leaving for school.

As I was walking to school - since my house was pretty close to my school, I was thinking about the whole situation again from last night.

I was scared to see him again after all that happened. I was thinking I should just stay around my friends and not him. I mean it's not mean right? It's not like we were friends with each other anyways. I just hope he doesn't walk up to me and say something.

I entered the school and stopped near the entrance to text Jisung to ask him where he was at.

After 5 seconds I got a text back saying he was in the backyard with Jeongin and Seungmin.

I walked out the entrance doors and went back outside again.

As I was walking towards the back of the school where the backyard was I noticed Hyunjin and his other friends.

Shit. Why now? Shit I knew I had to pass them since the backyard was behind them.

As I walked towards them I noticed I caught Changbin's attention.

"Oh hey Felix!" Changbin spoke.

"Oh uhm hey!" I replied awkwardly as I walked closer to them.

The others just smiled at me and I smiled back. I didn't look at Hyunjin though since I was too embarrassed to make eye contact.

"I wish I would've seen you at the party, how have you been?" Changbin asked.

"I've been alright"

I saw Hyunjin's eyes on me and him the whole time me and Changbin were talking. He looked almost mad? Maybe not though.

After 10 minutes of me and the guys talking about the most random things, I said my goodbyes to them before leaving to go to the backyard.

I saw Hyunjin tried to talk to me but I think I might have ignored him a few times. I didn't notice until now.

I finally reached the backyard and saw Jisung and the others. I walked over to them.

"Heyy" Jisung said.

"Hi guys" I smiled.

We all said hi to each other and I sat down next to Jisung.

"So what happend at the party? I remember you didn't join us in the car when we were heading back" Seungmin asked.

"Oh uhm-" I didn't know how to respond. Do I tell them?

"WAIT! OMG did you and Hyunjin-"

"SHHH" I cut him off.

"So you guys did?!" Jeongin whisper shouted. I saw their shocked expression.

"Y-yea.. But don't say anything to anyone!"

"Omg so y'all hooked up" Seungmin smirked at me.

"I-" I got cut off.

"What if he likes you and wants to be more than friends though?" Jisung asked.

"I'm sure he doesn't, at least I think. Plus we were both drunk and didn't realize what we were doing" I felt myself blushing.

"Did y'all talk yet?" Jeongin asked.

"I bumped into Hyunjin and his friends so we all talked for a bit" I replied.

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The rest of the day was pretty chill. I was avoiding Hyunjin still since I was embarrassed and I stayed near my friends the whole day.

A few times though, I noticed Hyunjin would look at me a lot like if he wanted to talk to me or something.

I know I can't avoid him for ever but just for now because I honestly didn't know what to do about this situation.

I wasn't even sure if I liked him like that. All I knew was that he was hot. He also had a pretty smile, as well as a perfect body. Not that I remembered seeing it that night but I can just tell his body is perfect under those clothes.

The day was finally over and me and Jisung were walking home together since we both lived around the same street.

"So are you just going to ignore him forever?" He asked, turning his head to look at me.

"I don't know, but it doesn't matter anyways since we weren't even friends in the first place"

"Right but I see the way he looks at you. I'm sure he wants some type of relationship with you"

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It's been a week now that I haven't talked to Hyunjin. I decided it be better that way for the both of us. I'm sure he's embarrassed too and doesn't want anything to do with me, right?

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I've been busy with school work lately so sorry for slow updates.

This chapter was kinda rushed but next chapter will get juicy :)

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