when Milli meets Yash

Fuck my life

I start my day with a cup of coffee, i just need it to sustain my whole morning! I am doing my internship now , it is a 6 months thing and i have not decided which college i would go for my Mpt . These days i have started going to driving classes, its a necessity. My first step in being independent is that. So i love food and reading novels equally , i spend so much on these two but the satisfaction this gives me is something else unexplainable.
So today i am running late , i woke up did my exercise, meanwhile mom is packing my lunch..ya i am a pure vegetarian and my college canteen keeps it non-veg mixed so i avoid it.
My bus comes at 6:30am , so here i am waiting at my bus stop , Lakshmi and faiza have come , they are doing their internship in BOT . We became friends 4 years ago, and it feels fresh talking to them.
The only way to survive a bus journey without any nauseous feeling is listening to music and sleeping, i have been doing that every single day since the start of this college.
I got down of the bus at 7:30 am i straight head to hospital.

"Bye Lakshmi, bye faiza. If possible catch a seat for me in the evening"
"Okok " faiza said ,  they left.

It is so freaking cold this early in the morning. I entered hospital and saw eniya sitting there alone.

"Morning , what are you doing!?"  I asked her.
"nothing bro, just stressed because of the results!"  she said in a dull tone.

I felt bad for her , failing in ur arrear exam makes you lose all your  confidence.
Around 8 - 8:30 Nikky came i wanted to talk to her about the holi party... I have been dying to go there for such a long time , this year i finally don't have any obstacles that could stop me from going there!
" Where the hell have you been.. i was waiting for you" i said angrily..ok maybe slightly and to that she replied nothing..
"Say what happened?" She said. I told her about the holi party tickets and asked if she would come with me.
"Niki you know that for how long i was waiting for this...pls come with me,it will be fun" i requested her....
" I will ask my parents and tell you in sometime" she replied.
It felt weird but i left it , because its not the first time she is going out without asking her parents..but ya what can i do. 
I was busy with my patients... I think i will never choose obg as my speciality in future..as i see myself losing interest in it. It was arround 12 pm i called niki that we should go for lunch, she didn't pick the call." I texted her asking where is she !?" She didn't reply to that as well.
Then i saw her chilling and laughing and talking to pratheeba and shahita. And next she went out of the hospital with them. I followed them and saw them getting into Medical College canteen. I call niki again , this time she picks it.. " Bro where are you!? I have been calling you. Lets have lunch now." I told her.
" Dude i am with a patient , i don't think so i can make it for lunch and i my mom is not allowing me for this holi party ,. So i can't come. " Niki replied.
She lied to me about patient...the pain felt familiar and it hurt bad.
" Its ok bro...i didn't know these days even choco lava cake needs a physiotherapist "! i shouted at her angrily and sarcastically.
To which her face went all pale and she was shocked to be caught.
I know i should have just leave from there, but i couldn't move , i was hoping she could give me a valid reason for lying to me.
I stood there still , while she was coming to me all scared and ashamed.
" Bro i am sorry, i didn't mean to lie to you" niki said
"And yet you did" i counter replied with no emotion.
" They wanted to come here for lunch and i couldn't say no to them." Niki said giving a illogical excuse.
"Ok ! But why did you lie to me, you could have told me and i would have come here!" I said.
Her face was all confused, her hands were twitching and sweaty. I have never seen her like this and it pains me to see you like this.
" They didn't want you to come with us" niki said , and i was shocked listening to it. I couldn't believe what she was saying.
" So let me get this straight, these people didn't want me to be here with them and you were fine with it and for them you lied to me.!? Am i getting this right!?"
I am just shocked , my best friend decided to ditch me and go with others and then lie to me about it.
I couldn't take that anymore, i left from there and didn't feel like staying in college any longer , so i took a metro and came home.