Tw: blood sh and hitting and abuse and mention of rape also suicide, ed , depression swearing Age: 14 Type of story: angst Sorry this is going to be long 💀 Allies pov: I'm Alianovna Yelena romanoff but I go by Allie I'm the daughter of black widow aka Natasha romanoff my dad unknown because let's cut to the chase I was born out of rape all the avengers and my aunt Yelena, papa alexi and nana Melina told her to terminate me but my mom said she wouldn't just end a innocent persons life because she did so much harm in her past but because I was a mistake and everybody told her to get rid of me they all yell at me and they also hit me sometimes I struggle with depression and an eating disorder also self harm but no one in the compound cares if I died it would all be better for everyone my mom wouldn't be sad and falling apart
I got up it was 5am and I decided to get ready ready for school I went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth did my skincare and brushed my hair after that I walked to my vanity I started my makeup I put on a little of foundation and concealer then some blush and highlighter then some lashes and lipgloss
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After that I went to my closet and put on a pair of jeans and a simple black long sleeve shirt to hide my sh scars because trust me I need no trouble from my family they may hate me but I love them anyway
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After that i brushed out my hair and put on some shoes and grabbed my backpack and closed my room door I walked down stairs and heard my mom crying I immediately walked towards her and asked "Mom what's wrong why are you crying?" With worry in my voice My aunt Wanda said " it because of you she never should have kept me your a useless child just get away from your mom" I said " it's not my fault" i said crying My uncle Steve said " it is and stop crying like a little kid and go to school" I said nothing and walked to school I hate school it's so draining because I get punished when I'm not consistent with getting straight A's because according to my nana Melina unless I don't have good grades I won't "amount to anything " _________________________________________ *time skip* after school After I got out of a grueling day of school I finally got home and walked into the compound no one greeted me I'm used to it I was walking into my room until I saw my mom in her room crying and walked into her room and saw her making cuts on her wrists I told her grabbing the blade from her knowing I cut my hand " mom stop please" I was kinda loud Next thing you know aunt Yelena comes over and yells "ALLIE GET AWAY FROM HER NOW!!" Aunt Wanda threw me on the floor and they took her to Bruce because she did some damage but she was fine after that I heard footsteps coming up my room it was uncle Steve, aunt Yelena, nana Melina
Steve yelled at me " YOU FUCKING USELESS BITCH YOUR MOM SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN RID OF YOU!!" He said while slapping my face Aunt Yelena said " everything would be better if you just went away and leaved us alone" Nana Melina said " just stay quiet and stay away from us and don't come to us" she said in a mean tone I was t gonna say anything and I watched them leave after that I cried because I'm so done being around people who hate me and I wrote a letter and then grabbed the blade and killed myself because I was done with life _________________________________________
Natasha's pov: I decided to see if my daughters ok because I wish I could be there for her but lately it's been hard I've been struggling with my past and I've seen the avengers and my family hit her and verbally abuse her but I did nothing about I was walking to her room and saw she wasn't in her room so I called out "Allie" nothing so I walked into her bathroom and I saw a letter on her counter and looked down and saw my daughter in a pool of blood with a bloody knife I instantly knew what she had done I ran downstairs and saw Steve, Wanda, Yelena, Melina, Bruce, alexi they saw my face of pure shock Bruce asked worried " nat what's wrong?" I said on the verge of breaking down said "it's Allie" Melina said annoyed "what did that stupid girl do again" I said crying " she took her life" loud enough for to let it sink in Bruce said " let's get her to the med bay now" *time skip* We were waiting in the room where Allie my baby girl was being held they all felt so terrible because all of the pain they made her have Yelena said " I never meant to feel bad for being born I wish I could fix it" Nat said " I know but apologizing isn't gonna do anything" Bruce came back and said " I'm so sorry but Allie is dead" The second I heard those words I immediately broke down my daughter the person I carried in me for 9 months was dead the daughter I would cuddle with and watch movies was gone she was only 14 I said " she had a letter I should read it" All of them agreed and I started reading it It said Dear beloved family, It's Allie here you probably are reading this letter probably sad or not but as you know I took my life because I was done with all the pain you caused me I woke up everyday thinking it would get better but know it never changed I just wanted to feel wanted like I wasn't a little bug you wanted to get rid of I was so done with being hit and yelled at and being called hurtful things all I wanted a loving family and I couldn't even have that Now mama this isn't your fault I love you so much words can't even explain what I'd do for you I'll miss baking cookies with you and making a mess of the kitchen I'll miss watching movies with you I'll miss laughing with each other over stupid things I'll miss your hugs and cuddles when I was little I'll miss you voice I'll miss all of you deeply I'm so sorry love you all to the moon and back Sincerely your lovely Alianovna Everyone was crying and I was breaking down while reading it they all felt so terrible I looked at her and said "Mama loves you forever don't forget" It was the worst goodbye I've ever experienced but I don't think I'll ever heal Words: 1181 I was so sad writing this hope you liked and cried cause I know I did 😭😭
