Poem's & Lyrics

Forgiveness

My mind is racing in confusion,
it scares to speak a word,
My mouth starts to move,
but those word was unheard,
My heart racing so fast,
love comes to mind,
tears in my heart,
that couldn't begin to speak the pain,
but every time I see you,
I don't know if I am the same
I have so many things I want you to know,
I'm not trying to hide myself in tears,
but I only had them for a year or 2,
I'm sorry I didn't show you my love before,
but I'm not ready to give up on our friendship,
I need you by my side,
so you again can be mine,
Mine until the very end.
Don't look at me like that I am sorry I got so mad
How dare you, make me so sad,
With the death threat and the "things" you did
I guess I still just cannot let it go
However, I did love you so.
What happened with us?
Why did we give up so fast?
Why did you give up on me?
Why did you give up on us?
Why?
I am still angry with you because of this
I hated you; loved you
What was I to do?
At that the time,
Did you know I use to cry myself to sleep?
Because of you
I would not show it on the outside, to no one because I was scared,
Nevertheless, I did it almost every night
As much as we argue
As much as we fight
I really do love you
I really do care
Just let me know that you will always be there,
The answer is yes,
Thats all I am going to say but until then I have to part on my ways.
We are friends again but its gonna take time to build up my trust again
We wont talk as much as before
We won't hang out as much as before
Why you may ask?
Its because I still love you.
I loved you first in the 7th grade and I am still in love with you.

There is nothing left to say
But is that I accept your apology
Thats all I am gonna say

P.S. To gain most of my trust back you have to be nice and get along with Kailiegh. I can't be in between you guys.