(Authors note~ (TW) this is not my own experience I just am going to be writing in first person 🤗)
Sh
The first time I ever sh
I felt uneasy trying scissors first but to scared
To put pressure
To bleed
I know my razor won't hurt or take pressure
Let's try that
To scared to slit
To scared to bleed
Yearning the feeling to bleed
To not hurt
No one wants to hurt or to bleed
So we find better ways
"Careful" ways.
But no one shows how to "Carefully" bleed
So I slit I didn't feel anything
No blood coming out
So I try again and again
I stop and sit down and watch blood surface
Happy smirk on my face (sickening)
I feel a sigh of relief wash over me
Relief
Nothing like this type of relief
The world is gone,nothing matters
I'm calm,I'm feeling great
Didn't like that though so I downloaded a sober app
Right when I entered the time
And saw the 45sec I knew
This wouldn't be
The last time.
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Mental health disorders and more
RandomI'm going to write about sh,Ed,sa,depression,anxiety And more comment on post to give more ideas (a lot of these won't be my own thoughts or actions just spreading messages)
