Youll never find out

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(Authors note~ (TW) this is not my own experience Im just going to be writing in first person 🤗)

Im a normal girl
I love hard
I'm sweet
I'm playful
My friends say I'm always happy
Always cheerful
I take pride in that
I laugh a lot
I smile a lot
I'm happy but,
You'll never know how,
I struggle everyday
With loving myself
You'll never know I cry myself to sleep
Every night
You don't know how
I cut myself
To feel
It's a punishment
It's a relief
You'll never know
How tired I am
I'm mentally destroyed
I'm destroying myself but
I don't hate it
You don't know
How I have sleepless nights
How I struggle to breath
To keep afloat
How I hide myself
I'm not happy
I'm not cheerful
I don't want to laugh
To smile all the time
I hate my life
Myself
My friends
But youll never find out.

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