Forgotten love ( Chris brown love story)

|Introduction|

Many people told me they'd always be there but seem vanish when i need them the most. my life has been a living hell since he left. I've been beaten , raped, and more.. I felt so dirty, but theres nothing I could do about it. Its just the past right?I just wish he could come back and save me. Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I'm supposed to do right now. Right now I can't sleep. It's right now that I can't eat. Right now I still hear his voice and sense his presence even though I know he's not here. Right now all I seem to do is cry. I know all about time and wounds healing, but even if I had all the time in the world, I still don't know what to do with all this hurt right now.

Sorry for not properly introducing myself. my name is Chanel but my family calls me nelly. Im 22 and I have a baby sister name autumn who is 5 years old.She really means the world to me. Our mother is a drug addict and I don't want my baby sister nowhere around her, so I became a fashion stylist and saved up some money and moved in a medium size 3 bedroom condo.life has been going great so far but I cant seem to get over the past.. I tried but failed to get over "him."

Sometimes I wonder why people forget the ones they love or loved.. I just hope he comes back so life would be easy again. well lets take a journey into my life..