A Sad Reality

Another day

Thoughts - italics
Bold - A/n note ( or something important )
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arning: self harm

MC's POV

Waking up, brushing my teeth, taking a shower, pack my books and head to school with Satori, then once school finishes go to the club an hour later we go home, eat, brush my teeth, have a shower then go to bed.

Then the weekends, I have to first get changed in my stupid waiter uniform, from the restaurant I head to the pet store, from there the old age home, then to the grocery store, then finally that same cafe Satori works at, but I have a later shift than him, so we don't share the same shift. However it seems like he knows what going on with me.

But recently it feels like I'm in a constant loop, over and over again I just want to escape.

Satoris Pov

I head to the club room ready to see Mc and the others! Mostly Mc..but I'm also excited about see the others too.

Opening the doors I met with Naruki and Moniko debating wither manga is literature or not, and Yuki reading another novel and Mc starring into space..again..

He's been doing that a lot lately.
I walk up to him after saying hello to everyone and wrapped my arms around his waist from the side.
He snaps out of his and blinks rapidly I notice him tearing up, must be from keeping his eye open like that for so long, or something else..

Satori: hey~!
Mc: Hello Satori
Satori: how's my favorite bookworm?
Mc: I'm not a bookworm.
Satori: are you sure about that? I mean..you have a whole library! And even more books in your room! And even more books in your livin-
Mc: okay okay, hehe..I get your point.
I'm a bookworm..

Mc walked to his back and pulled out a book.

Mc: its a book I picked for the club. I thought I would bring the book, so I could contribute something to the club. So I bought a book for everyone..
Satori: how much was one book?
Mc: about ¥100
Satori: I'll pay you back, don't worry!
Mc: no! Its okay..plus its not that much.
Satori: hey Mc, can I ask you something?
Mc: sure..
Satori: how do you have so much money to spend? Are your parents sending you money? I mean you guys are pretty rich.
Mc: ah..its best if I don't talk about that.
Satori:'huh..??'

Mc walks away and takes his bag with him, so I follow him a few seconds after he leaves, he goes down the one flight of stairs and sits down on the third to last step. I hide behind him in the corner away from the window so the light won't reflect on my body and create a shadow. He pulled out a blade from his bag

'What the actual hell is this..!?
What is he doing?
why does he have a blade?
How did even manage to get the blade in school?
where did he even find the blade? Q
What is gonna do?
Why is he holding it to his neck?
Oh god ...'

Just as I was about to go grab the blade, Mc took the blade and cut one after another on his wrist, there was atleast 15 cuts..

Mc couldn't stop crying and the blood on his arm didn't stop flowing and falling on the steps in front.

I go behind Mc and hugged him from behind causing his body to tense up.

Satori: Mc.. Please..talk to me..
Mc: Satori..I..

Mc breaks out of grasp, grabs his bag and runs for the exist. I ran after him, some students saw Mc running with his arm bleeding and me chasing after him.

Satori: Mc!!

I eventually lost him...

'Why Mc...just why..?'

MC's POV

I made it back home and just stayed there at my front door.

I moved to place my bag down and slowly sled down the door, tearing falling down my face to my lap and continued. I can't even look at Satori anymore, he knows now.. I knew I should have waited till I got home, but stupid me couldn't be patient.
I'll just have to ignore them, I think its time for my plan to take action..