forever

alcohol

3:57);—————————————————

late night. loud music. a lot of people. alcohol. dances. sex. and only one taehyung is rushing between the corridors, completely sobered up in a matter of seconds exactly three minutes ago. he is a little shaky, but not from alcohol, not even from drugs, which many in this company used, but only because of what they saw with their own eyes. what can so amaze a person? this, of course, is a mystery. but taehyung barely finds his things in the hallway and flies out to the parking lot, where he gets into the car and forgets all the rules of the road, rushes at the speed of light anywhere, just to forget what he saw.

— flashback. —

(0:56);————————————————

\the party is in full swing, jungkook and taehyung are sitting on the couch together and seem to be eating each other with their eyes, realizing that today they will have a hot night as soon as they arrive home, because all this atmosphere, and also the terribly exciting junior who is sitting opposite, made taehyung terribly happy, who only and waited for the end of the party.

it took at most half an hour from the beginning, and half of the house was already lying on the floor, shouting incomprehensible things. was there a reason for such a grand party? no, it's just that a huge number of people decided to swell up to the drop on the next weekend. and it was for the best.

(1:32); ————————————————

it is already impossible to be in the house, there is a smell of alcohol, cigarettes, incomprehensible drugs around, which someone got from some garbage dump on the outskirts of the city, but all this does not bother the couple at all, who retired at the end of the hall on a comfortable sofa, on each other, or rather, jeongguk comfortably settled on taehyung's lap, hugging that one by the neck. both had long lost touch with reality due to the amount of alcohol they had drunk and did not think at all, they saw nothing around except each other, even their friends who called them for another drink, sent them three letters, without taking their eyes off each other at that moment.

not every person had such a love, perhaps even one case in a million, but looking at this couple, where both seem to fall in love more every day, everyone said with confidence that this is the same love. the real one.

(2:59); ————————————————

jeongguk, looking at his lover now, and indeed always, flew into orbit from butterflies in his stomach, it was hard, even after such a long relationship, to remain calm next to taehyung. but let's be honest, the same thing is happening with Taehyung.
— hyung. I don't care who says what, but I love you so much. do you know?
jeongguk says these words every day to the elder and has not missed a single day yet. is it like a tradition? (jk);
— yes, jeongguk. I know. I love you too and I will never leave.
and so taehyung always responds to the words of the younger, because he can't do otherwise. he speaks the sincere truth, which will never become a lie. (th);
— I will never leave. I don't know a better person than you, Taehyung. I'm 22, and in my whole, albeit small, life, you're the best.

(3:50);————————————————

the party is almost coming to an end, and taehyung has moved away from Jungkook to the bathroom, otherwise he just couldn't have. it's like there are more people, because there's no way to squeeze in the corridor at all, but taehyung, who finally came out of the bathroom, goes back to his beloved, whom he left alone for a while on the same sofa, where they killed each other with looks all the party together, and not only.

it just can't be. taehyung's eyes opened from what he saw, he seemed to have fallen through the ground in a second, and honestly, he didn't want to go back. Changuk. his jungkook, his most beloved and dearest person. at the place where they were together the whole party, on the same sofa, hugging another. and God be with them with these hugs, but there's more to it than just friendly pats on the back. there's something intimate there. something that breaks taehyung's heart in a millisecond.

(3:57); ————————————————

late night. loud music. a lot of people. alcohol. dances. sex. and only one taehyung is rushing between the corridors, completely sobered up in a matter of seconds exactly three minutes ago. he is a little shaky, but not from alcohol, not even from drugs, which many in this company used, but only because of what they saw with their own eyes. what can so amaze a person? this, of course, is a mystery. but taehyung barely finds his things in the hallway and flies out to the parking lot, where he gets into the car and forgets all the rules of the road, rushes at the speed of light anywhere, just to forget what he saw./

— the end of flashback. —

how does a person who has just been cheated on feel? did you just get your heart broken? no one knows until they find themselves in such a situation. but this was real love, though what is real love? does anyone know? unless there are angels in heaven who will not help in any way at such moments.

(4:39); —————————————————

who is always worse off when cheating? the one who cheated? or the one who was cheated on? and even here there are no answers. but taehyung doesn't need anything anymore, he just throws the phone away after the last message in his life and flies through a red light, knocking down a passing car ahead. no one should know why he wanted to disappear, only one name will stick in his head for the rest of his life, which may not be saved.

jeongguk will never know why his taehyung, his most beloved and dear person, did this to him. he left him, and so on forever, without trying to come back, until the next day he wakes up and sees a video where he himself is kissing another. at this moment, he also wants to disappear from life for the elder, because he didn't want to, but alcohol closed his eyes to what killed them two. and it doesn't matter who morally, and who forever.
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