Suffering
In need of help without the understanding of how to receive it
Last straw
It's all or nothing
Under the mud
Fingers reaching out
A palm grasping
Digging this corpse out of the ground
Starting out naked
A new teacher before me
Asking questions, wide-eyed and listening
Concrete blocks form beneath the feet
Baby steps, baby steps
Showers from the sky clear the skin
Bones hardening
Muscles growing
Rebirthing sounds appealing
Feels as if every part was broken and now on the mend
Repairing itself as you watch from a window
Tears flow
The bittersweet process
Mind shifts take time
Waring between the thoughts that made me the person that I have been and the person that I am becoming
A back and forth while knowing there's no staying there
So lean
Keep leaning
Walking out of what broke a once, whole being
Allow the tears to keep flowing
Be honest with oneself
Vulnerability becoming healing
Seeing acceptance
