The Darkest Temptation

Chapter 7

Esmerays pov

Mattheo let go of me as he pulls out a black shirt from his drawer and pulls it over his head. "Alright love lets go" love? These boys here must be very affectionate i havent been here a full week and I've already gotten called sevral nicknames by draco and mattheo. Mattheo and i walk down to the common room where my brothers and friends are sat in. Stefan, Tyler and Caroline give me a questioning look. Damon on the other hand just glares at me and Mattheo. "Where have you been esmeray we haven't seen you all day" Stefan asks. "I was with some friends i guess.." i say. " why is he with you why isint draco" damon says harshly. " what you have some sort of problem with me ?!" Mattheo yells at Damon.

"Yes actually your no good for her you just want to get in her pants!" Damon yells. " oh really pathetic! Draco lied to her that he was seeing someone else and im no different than you, youve tried to get into many girls pants!!" Mattheo yelled at Damon. "Wait so you only want to get in my pants?" I asked a bit upset. Mattheo didnt deny when Damon told him he only wanted to get in my pants. "No Esmeray i-" he tried to speak but i cut him off. "No mattheo dont even I thought you were different but your like every other guy!" I yelled at him my voice cracked and i started to feel tears build up.

I ran up the stairs and into my dorm. I locked the door and layed on my bed i started to cry. Why am i feeling like this him and i werent even anything serious but the thought of him only wanting me for sex really hurt me. I thought he would deny it but he didn't. After a while i heared knocking on my door. "Go away riddle!!" I yelled at him part of me wanted him to leave but the other part wanted me to get up and open the door. "Esmeray please let me talk to you love I didn't mean what i said please i acted out of anger i wasnt thinking clearly" he pleaded. I wiped my tears and got up to unlock the door.

And there he was standing infront of me towering me i could see some regret in his eyes but he didn't let out much of an expression. I looked at him and walked away and sat on my bed. "Im sorry i dont want you for sex i want to get to know you build a friendship with you" he said. I looked at him "why didnt you deny when my brother told you that instead you agreed and said how your no different than him" i asked i couldnt look at him. " im sorry i wasnt thinking straight please forgive me" he said as he came closer to me and connected his lip's with mine.

Mattheo pov

I had really fucked up back in the common room. I let a few minutes pass as i was deciding whether to go talk to esmeray about what happened or not. I made up my mind and went to her dorm. Why am i being like this so idk caring ew i hate it but something about her makes me do the things I hate. I stood outside her door pleading that she would open it. Once she did i noticed she had been crying. I tried to explain myself then some how i ended up connecting my lips with hers.

I kisses her and she kissed me back she broke it shortly after. "Its getting pretty late i think i should go to sleep" she said. I sighed and just nodded i kissed her on her forehead and left. I went back to my dorm. When i opened the door draco was there. "What the hell are you doing here get out!" I yelled at him. "What where you doing with Esmeray?" He asked. "That doesnt seem to concern you now does it, leave." I told him once again. "Answer me!!" He yelled.

At this point i had lost it i grabbed him and threw him against the wall pinning him to it. "Dont you ever yell at me again, i wasnt the one who was screwing greengrass while lying to her about your feelings!!" I yelled at him. He punched me in my stomach. At this point i had reached my point i punches him across his face managing to make his nose bleed. I kept punching him until i realized what i was doing. Underneath me was a half passed out blondie covered in blood and bruises.

I got off of him and threw him out of my room. I heared someone gasp outside and ask draco if he was okay he said something i didnt hear what exactly. Thats when my door opened and in came in a long curly headed girl with brown and greenish eyes. Once the figure turned on the light I realized who it was my older sister madeline, maddie, or mads. "You did that to the boy sitting outside theo?" She asked. "Good to see you too sister" i said as i rolles my eyes. I didnt hate my sister but right now i wasnt in the mood to deal with her lectures. Also i havent seen her in two years and the first thing she does is lecture me.

"Im sorry little brother, i missed you" she said as she attempted to hug me im not a very affectionate person so i hesitated at first but i let her hug me. I was much taller then her my sister is around 5'8 of height. "You know you grew alot" she said. "Mhm what are you doing here" i asked her. "Father wanted me to come and study here he also thought it would be best for both of us to be in the same school incase of an attack" she said. Maddie was a year older which ment she was 17.

"So about the kid outside" she asked. "Our beloved draco malfoy" i said sarcastically. "No wonder he looked familiar" she said. "Yep" "whyd you beat him up" she asked. I didnt really feel like telling her about salvatore here because i knew she wouldn't drop it until i date her so ill save that talk for later. "He was getting on my last nerve and i snapped and well it lead to that" i said. "Hm alright" she said but she didnt sound so convinced. I swear she always knows when somethings up. "Well ima go to my dorm see you tomorrow theo" she said as she left.

Esmeray pov

It was early the next morning I woke up before caroline and i decided to shower. I needed to clear up my head so i showered blowed out my hair and put a black hoddie on with some ripped flaired jeans with my panda dunks. It was still early it was like around 6:30 i did some quick and light makeup and headed outside the castle i walked around and by the black lake. I sat under a big tree by the black lake just looking at the sunrise. It was windy i liked the weather i cleared my head abour Draco and mattheo. I soon get a call from my brother stefan. "Where are you" he asked. "Im by the black lake im fine i just needed to clear my head nothing to big" i said. "Alright ill see you at breakfast" he said. "Mhm yea bye" i said as we hung up.

I headed back inside the castle around 7:45. I went to breakfast and ate some pineapple and grapes with and apple. I went to DADA with my brother damon. After around five minutes into class the door open i turn my head and see mattheo. He turned to look at me we made eye contact and he sat in the table across from me. I zoned out thinking about all the events that happened with mattheo and the fact that weve kissed several times. I really dont want to jump to conclusions and assume that he has feelings for me.

Damon was sitting beside me and he noticed i was zone out so he snapped his fingers to pull me out of my thoughts. "Whats up with you" he asked. If im being honest i want to tell him about me and mattheo but i dont know how he'll react. "Nothing" i said. " i know you better than anyone and i know that something is going on" he said. I sighed " fine theres just been some things going on between me and mattheo" i said. "Esmeray please don't tell me you and him fucked" damon said while he pinched the bridge if his nose. "No Damon not that its complicated i mean at first i thought he hated me but then again he would flirt with me but after draco and i came apart Mattheo has been weird around me i mean hes been softer and we've kissed a couple of times...." I said i whispered the last part hoping Damon didnt hear it.

"YOU KISSED HIM?!" Damon whispered yelled. "Keep your voice down, yes i have but i dont want to jump to conclusions and think that he has feelings for me i dont want to be delusional about the situation happening right now between me and him" i said. "Its okay i get it but i love you sis and i dont want you to get hurt by a boy again i dont want you to go through what you went with Kai" Damon said. " i know Damon but i cant just push people away because of what happened with me and Malakai" i said. "I have to give Mattheo a chance maybe hes different" i said. "Okay just be careful because if he hurts you he'll end up the exact same way Kai ended up" Damon said.

"I could say maybe try talking to him about the situationship thats going on and see what it leads
to" Damon said. After class I headed back to my dorm and laid on my bed i hadn't seen my friends in a while so i decided to text the group chat and see if they wanted to hang out. Unfortunately most of them were busy with school work Caroline was the only one available. She should be in our dorm but she's with Tyler she said she would be down here in a few. I really need to talk to someone about Kai ever since Damon mentioned him every memory is coming back and its making me sick thinking about everything that happened with him and everything he did to me.

Damon and Stefan and Caroline are the only ones that know what he did to me . And i dont feel comfortable talking about it with Damon and Stefan again and Care is the best person to talk about it with.