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Before starting i want to tell you all one think...i know ,i already update this chapter but yaar i am not satifice with that so i think why not re-write i again........

Yep! I re-write it again,its a long chapter having too much emotion in it xD. Sorry for all of you because you have to read it again....

Ab kia karo yaar ulti dimag ki malik ho mein :P.

Lets started it warna mere moo band honey se raha:D .
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INNAYA POV:

"Where are we?" I ask him again,as we wete standing infront of this big house. He turn his face to look at me and give his cutes smile,i roll my eye in furstration. He rang the bell this time we both facing the door waiting for open it.

Soon an old man around 55 to 60 came in our view"aray beta tum?come in,come in" he greet us and let us in,he seem to much happy after looking at us. We follow him,on the way i again ask with shehry hoping that get my answer"whoes house is this?" But no reply he keep walking still holding my hand. I realise the breath to controll my anger.

I dnt like that person who not answer my question, and i am asking him since we get in atif car.we came in a big room look like a living room" ap log wait karo mein sir ko bolata ho", that old man address us to sit and then he left to call someone,may be the owner of this house because he address him a sir. It a big house and interior is awsome of this house look like some rich man live in. I am gawing the whole living room and admiring it in my thought,when some voice make my come back to earth

I turn around to look at the person who is standing on the collidor" What the hell! With you", I fisted my hand which was on shehry hand, i look at him my eyes turn glassy.why shehry?why? I mentally ask.

"How many time i told you not to come?" He yell on shehry i jump up a little, i fisted my other hand on shehry arm and hide myself on his back as i am so scare."will you answer me?" He again yell on us.

"Mamo wo"..... " i am not your mamo, do you understand this" he point a finger on shehry"and who is this?" He ask i laugh a bit. Why should i except him to reconize me."take her away or else", he again shout"or else what?" This time shehry yell and my grip getting more tight.

"Or else i kill her like i kill her mother", he yell and my eyes wide in shock that what he just said.i come infornt,dont know where i get this strenght. He look a me and then turn now this time his back facing us"wh..what do yo..you..mean?", i stammer as tear were coming out from my eyes.

"Go away. Both of you", he states "that not my answer" i said.he turn to face me"yes! Yes i kill your mother, do you get that now go" i froze at my place as his word pining in me.

I look at shehry that what this man is saying,aunty(shehry mom) told me that my mother is his love of live and now he is saying that he killed her.my father killed my mother, how can he, how can he do that.i tighten my gripe on shehry more,as if my nail digg his skin.

"Haaaa!" He shouted in pain"i am so..sorryi dnt mean to do that"i yakn my hand back so that cant get hurt,because my blood is bolling and i can do anything if it boil.i look at that person who is standing infront of us, world adress him my father but he is the reason that i loss my mother.

"Mamo please....how many time we told you it wasnt your fault,its destiny" shehry put his hand on his shoulder. I look at shehry in confussion that why he is calming down him.

He yank shehry hand "go away, do you listen me" he again shouted on him.shehry give my ansure nodde i look down to controll myself'is tgier something missing, if he his killer that he cant except that easily and more over or shehry doesnt take any muddere sidetheir is somthing missing i should ask' my innar voice said and i followe it.

"You love to your live, and you are saying that to killed her. How can you?" Try to sound cool but badely fail i know that."you go away or else" he yell on me"or else what?" This time i also yell on him.like father like daughter:p. He rise his hand to slap me but my goid luck or bad luck shehry came between us and that slap was on shehry cheeck.

"Sge is my wife now, dont you dare" shehry resort i wided my eye he take slap to save me"what?" Dad said in surperisely more of happness which his eyes was showing us." Now tell us what was the truth or else." Shehry warn him,"aur else what" he shoot back"you go with your stubborn and keep asking with you, well i got tried at a time but she"shehry wink at me"like father like daughter" he look stairghtly to dad eyes.

After some more argument finally he gaveup and we both feel relife. He sit one of the sofa and we fellow him sitting on floor,in front of him."wo meri galti thi" he start tell us "meir permotion howa tha jis ki wajha se humney muree shit hona phara, wo raat aj bhi yaad hai mujhe, its her nine month and we have fight on that night,i come to know about her medical condition which was she hidding from us"......he take a long paise a if trying his best to contain his emotion.

"I left her alone in home and went out angrly, us ney rokeney ki bht khoshi ki per mein ney us ki ek baat na sunni air waha se chala gaya, weather was so harsh almost brezzing and wind was slap on my skin. After some try i manage myself and came back home. I saw her lying on the wet floor with blood, with in a sec my life up side down. I dnt have the time to wait for doctor or all the road jam woth snow. I try my best to save her but badly fail" he start sobbing i put my hand on his to make him calm.but how i make him calm i am not in a good stage. Then i feel someone hand over my hand i look at my right its shehry hand.

"This is all because of me, i loss her and killed her. If i am in home i save her from falling." He continue but i stop" this wasnt your fault da...dada" i stammer as call him first time. He look at me with his boolshot eye and yank his hand from my grip and he stoodup,"always with her" he said to shehry and left us alone their.

Soom i found myself on shehry arm, i start crying on his crook. He rubb my back to make me clam. I hate him all my life and now i come to know that he is the one who blamming him self for my mother loss. That why he left me so that i wont get hurt by him, he is still regreting that what happen in past.

All the waya to home their was silence in the car, i am deep in my thought and shehry i always make him tense because of me.we reach at home and with westing anytime or waiting for him i get out and make my way to home. I held the knobb then i realize what i am doing i turn around and found him walking toward his house with hanging his head"shehry" i called him, he stop and turn to look at me. I give him ansure smile" i will be their in a few" i told him. His face experssion change into happyness not pale any more" i am waiting" he reply with his cute smile i nodde and went in ' this i my problem shehry i dnt want to hurt or suffer him anymore because of me'........
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Whaooo! What the hell innaya thinking :p

So i know dobara read karna par raha hai sub ko but now i am satifices with myself.....:D

Yep! I change dilogs and some more thing... kia karo yaar adat se majboor:p

Kesay dia @rimabegum989 and @m_an_o :p

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