Depression

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Die For You-The Weeknd

I'm findin' ways to articulate the feelin' I'm goin' through
I just can't say I don't love you
'Cause I love you, yeah
It's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that I hold
But tonight, I'm gon' let you know
Let me tell the truth
Baby, let me tell the truth, yeah
You know what I'm thinkin', see it in your eyes
You hate that you want me, hate it when you cry
You're scared to be lonely, 'specially in the night
I'm scared that I'll miss you, happens every time
I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love
I try to find a reason to pull us apart
It ain't workin', 'cause you're perfect, and I know that you're worth it
I can't walk away, oh
Even though we're goin' through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It'll never change my mind
'Cause baby, I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
I'm findin' ways to manipulate the feelin' you're goin' through
But, baby girl, I'm not blamin' you
Just don't blame me, too, yeah
'Cause I can't take this pain forever
And you won't find no one that's better
'Cause I'm right for you, babe
I think I'm right for you, babe
You know what I'm thinkin', see it in your eyes
You hate that you want me, hate it when you cry
It ain't workin', 'cause you're perfect, and I know that you're worth it
I can't walk away, oh
Even though we're goin' through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It'll never change my mind
'Cause baby, I would die for you, uh
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
I would die for you, I would lie for you
Keep it real with you, I would kill for you
My baby
I'm just sayin', yeah
I would die for you, I would lie for you
Keep it real with you, I would kill for you
My baby
Na-na-na, na-na-na, na-na, ooh
Even though we're goin' through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It'll never change my mind
'Cause baby, I would die for you
Baby, I would die for you, yeah (oh, babe)
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Louise Becker Pov •

Eu fiquei surpresa, ela me abraçou do nada, mas a minha única reação foi retribuir o ato.

A levei até o quarto dela, fiquei abraçada com a garota por um bom tempo, e já estava começando amanhecer, a crise passou a mais ou menos 1 hora, mas para não voltar ficamos conversando e contando piadas enquanto estávamos abraçadas.

-Bella-Chamo a atenção da garota-

-Oi?

-O que é um peru dando voltas?- Pergunto dando um leve sorriso-

-Não sei, conta ai

-Peruetas-Dei uma risada pequena-

-Ai meu deus! Que piada ruim Louise-A garota me olha com uma cara de reprovação-

Eu olhava para ela com um olhar de orgulhosa, mesmo não sabendo da situação dela, eu tava ali apoiando de qualquer forma, eu me perguntava se as pessoas se importavam com ela, do hate eu sabia, mas não da depressão ou crises de ansiedade.

Eu olhava, e cada vez mais os olhos dela se fechavam, o que resultou nela dormindo no meu colo, eu a deitei na cama a cobrindo e desligando a luz, saindo do local pego minhas coisas e ando em direção a porta, abro e fui embora.

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