Beyond words

HURT

Rose P.O.V
Why why why!! Why every bad thing should happen to me..why I am the one who is suffering from all this..why..I..i have the baddest life someone will get..litreally I am tired of my self..and everything...no one is home and I am crying like alone...over here..

James : y-you..(Panting)
Rose : James how did you got inside!!..why you are panting..
James : tell me what happend??
Rose : nothing..
James : will you tell or not..
He came closer to me....his anger was triple then my sadness..

Rose : I love someone but he loves someone else..

He hugged me tightly..
James : its okay...it's Okay....
Rose : James you okay?
James : obviously I am..(Smiles) don't be like this...there will be someone who is loving you..and not telling you right..

I wish it was you..

James : I came here because your mom told me too..
Rose : why..?
James : for this basket..she wanted to give this to my mom..
Rose : Oh..

James P.O.V
I came to my house..her eyes were full red..that means it's simple..
She..
Doesn't...
Love....
Me..

James :(laughing)..
So funny..huh..

Tears rush down my eyes..
I felled on my knees...
It was getting hard to breathe..

James :(breathing heavily)

Rose..you hurted me worst..till now..

William P.O.V

Hilda : dear..
William : heyyy!!
Hilda : so my best friend...met me long time huh..
William: busy in doctor work ya know..
Hilda : I heard your relative scored good marks..she will be doctor soon..
William : yeah I prays for that everyday..
Hilda : how about we have some fun today let's go to amusement park..
William : OK OK..

Emily P.O.V
I should only go and see Rose..now..
I knocked at her house..she opened the door..
Rose : you huh?
Emily : Rose!! Call me inside bro..
Rose : come..
She was sounding down..
Emily : what happened?
Rose : where is your friend Anna..
Emily : Oh I just drop her home..you know she clicks so better photos...I really love that..you also can't click that good..
Rose : Oh..
Emily : tell na what happened..
Rose : nothing...

Her eyes were red..

Emily : you talks to Ava..
Rose : yeah..everyday I chats with her..

That Ava..litreally took her..that side..
Emily : you know..I don't think so you should..she is spreading everything..about ur friend....you should never trust anyone..
Rose : I am tired can u go home please?
Emily : okay (sigh)

Rose P.O.V
I went to bedroom and was crying on my pillow..I should never fall in love...nothing....I am worst...no one wants Me...it's better to be alone forever...that Emily also couldn't tell that I am sad..she didn't even bother....why I am this unlucky....HILDA HILDA HILDA...I sawn James room from window..

It was like..Messy..
He never keeps it Messy what happened to him...he is clean freak..

James P.O.V
Ignoring for few days is best option...I should think of my own self too..

Rose P.O.V
Next day
I was walking on road..when I sawn a couple..sitting on bench....listening songs...so lovely..

Suddenly a bunch of boys came with their bike...
They sawn me..
And stopped..

Boy: hey girl..!!
I started walking...I don't Want to hear their shit..
Boy : stop girl you look so hot..man...
Rose : (Panting)
Why I am scared..
He caught my hand..
Boy : I said stop!!!!!
Rose : leave me!!!

Just then someone punched him harder from my back..
James : how dare you...nick..
Nick : James!! Let me do my thing!! Why you are coming in between!!! Who is she for you!!!
James :...shut up and leave before I break those bones (Cold tone)
Nick : like I am scared..(Laughing like psycho)
James : (sigh)

He punched me harder..
Nick : you!!! Boys get him..
They were coming all together..

He caught my hand..
James : go home...(Cold tone)
Rose : no..let's go home together..
James : I said go home you idiot!!!!
Rose :(getting tears)

I rushed home..
His voice was like...huge harmer thrown on my heart..

Will he be okay?
I guess so..
Ahh!!!!..i am so fool..I shouldn't have leave him alone..

Harry : ROSE COME DOWN!!
I came downstairs..

Mom dad face was sad...
Rose : what happened?

I sawn Ava Sister..standing on door..

Rose : hey!! Mina!!

She started crying..
Rose : what happened?

Mom : Ava is no longer with us..
Rose : what you mean? Did she gone out from country..
Mina : she suicided!!!!(Crying loudly)
Rose :...
Harry : rose..
Mina : this is letter which she wrote for you...I will take leave..
She handed me letter..

The world was black..for me..it was like..I am standing on cross..of thrones...cutting my legs....
My hand started shaking seeing that letter..

I gone in my room and closed the door..

Tears rushed down my eyes..
Rose : ava!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Crying loudly..)
I was not able to breathe..
Why why she did that..? What made her do that!!!!
Emily was calling me..
I didn't picked her call..
I was alone...
A alone person..who has no one with her..the one who loved me comforted me...she left..she left me alone!!!!!!!!!!

Rose : ahhh!!!!!!(Crying)
I opened the letter..

Dear Rose,
First of all don't you dare cry..I know you will be crying and making all the drama...I left the world..there is no one you can say that...hey Ava!! Let's study..can you help me in this..I am not there Rose to comfort you anymore..I am not there to take care of you anymore...you are my little sister...a idiot little sister..I am crying writing this..the letter will be with my tears...the reason I don't want to live in this creepy world is..I am tired..I have gave up..you will be confused right..the one who laughs this much jokes this much is giving up..I can't take this any longer..I have been in depression....pressure about the studies..overthinking everything.....my family pressure...I was overthinking alot..it's better to leave in heaven...I am writing this...because I want to tell you something...just don't be sad..always be happy...of course I will tell this..but when you are sad many people who love you becomes sad..who actually cares for you become sad..I know I litreally talked today by tomorrow you will get this letter..I was loving...a boy..but didn't actually understood it..okay back to it..I didn't died for that boy don't think that...I just wanna tell you is..if you thought of me as sister or loved me...promise you will take care of yourself...will never cry for anyone else..will never get hurt if anyone ignores you....will eat healthy food..and not outside one...please keep smiling...I hope you were my best friend from starting...i didn't understood that Time but now it kills me..take care I know I will be not with you in your wedding..and to see your small kids...but...don't tell them I died this way..tell your aunt was having a disease..I don't want to have this negativity in their mind that I died this way..love you alot...and yes confess already to someone..I can't see you single anymore..my brother in law should Be good huh..or I will come as ghost and make him scare out..and don't fight with Emily...she is your sister...stay with her..I hope she makes you good always..I will see you from heaven...my sister...don't meet me soon..

Letter felled down from my hand..
My eyes started been blur..
I felled unconscious..this should not be true..