How Can You Love Me

Chapter Thirty-Three

New Family

2 Days Later

"I'm glad we are leaving today" I said to Na'Quian as he was packing up our stuff. Man let me tell you I'm excited to leave here but I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so grateful that my son is here in his healthy he actually gained weight since we been here over these today days. He is 7 lbs 2oz now in everything is great with him we're all getting discharged this morning.

I don't know why but I have been all over the place with my hormones. One minute I'm happy then the next I'm crying then I become irritated like got damn what's wrong with me.

My nurse Imaria and Magnolia both say it's normal I'm fine but hell Is this normal after you give birth? I just can't deal with this shit. See I'm getting teary eyed now just thinking about all these changes my body going through. "Baby you okay?" Na'Quian asked looking at me with concern eyes. "Yes I'm fine baby" I said to him and he handed me my clothes to put on so I can get out this grown.

I took a quick shower then put on this Black Crop Top Floral Letter Print Shorts Set and Casual Rivet Decoration Black Sandals gave me and throw my hair into a Messy Bun.

When I came out the bathroom Na'Quian was wearing a Black Luxury Letter Print Drawstring Shorts Set with some White Jordan's and changing Na'Quian Juniors diaper I stood there for a moment watching him with our son.

Boy this feeling that's rushing me I love seeing this my perfect little family. Junior was laying down wearing a Khaki Onesie with a cute Brown Bib that had Animals on it and some White Socks. He had his Pacifier clip to his Bib so that way it won't be lost. I looked at my son and smile he is just so perfect.

"Aww the cute crew I love this i wonder who got him this" I said as I read his Bib. "Naydia did" he said picking me up gently cuddling him in his arms. "Baby thank you so much for giving me this little guy right here" he said kissing me on the lips. "Thank you for loving me in him" I said against his lips. " Always that" he said pecking my lips a few more time.

"Awww y'all so dang cute" Cherlynn said coming in wearing a Letter Camo Print Tassel Design Shorts Set with some Stylish Clear Strap Buckle Decor Heels. She had her hair into a High Wavy Ponytail and Lamarcus was coming in with her wearing a Red in White Fish Mouth Letter Camo Print Shorts Set with some Red in White Jordan's. "Thank you boo" I said laughing at her as she took baby Quian from his daddy. "Y'all tryna make another already huh?" Lamarcus said to Na'Quian while they did there handshake move. "You already know I'm trying to extend the family" Na'Quian said jokingly at him. "Bullshit" I said and this time we they all laughed expect me because I know for a fact I'm really serious about not having anymore kids. One is enough for me Na'Quian better find himself a puppy or something. I'm telling y'all Karleshia Danla Mycah ain't having no more at all.

We was just pretty much sitting around talking with each other waiting to be discharged. Cherlynn and Lamarcus been coming up here the whole two days I was admitted. And of course you know Na'Quian ain't never left my side he been here through it all with me and the baby. I swear watching him with Quian just made me fall even more in love with him.

Knock Knock!!! "Come in" the door open in Magnolia walked in with papers in her hand. "Okay here's everything he has a doctor appointment in two days with Mrs. Natalie your breast pump is in the bag since you have been breastfeeding him" she said handing me the papers. "How can I breastfeed him?" I asked her. It wasn't a big deal to me I was the one to tell them I was going to breast feed him I just want to know how long can I. "For six months then continue to give him the breast milk with his food up until he's one or two it will be your choice after that how long you want to keep breast feeding him" she said and I nodded.