"Wanna fuck at the party tonight?"
I look over at her, she was ginger and had green eyes. I mean, don't get me wrong she was super pretty but I don't swing that way.
"Sure."
I said moving my hair out of my face, she smiled happily, "Yay!" She said as she kissed me on the cheek and ran away.
My name is Ely, I'm 18 I'm a senior I'm in high school and my hair was blonde. I'm on the football team and right now I'm currently banging Alea Clevinger. I mean all of my friends think I'm some sort of God but I don't think so.
I like guys too, I'm bisexual according to the internet. But, honestly I never would get in a long term relationship with a girl like Alea.
Who I really think is someone I imagine myself with, is, I don't know his name. At least I don't think, Carson? Or is it Cameron? I think it's Carson.
He has beautiful raven curls and usually wore something feminine, but he is taken by the schools asshole who bangs anyone who says hi to him. Kasen Marcum, he was tan, brown eyes, and brown hair.
So I don't think I stand a chance, I'm pale as a ghost, light blue eyes, and I'm platinum blonde. But, I'm also pretty popular for selling weed to kids I know. Don't worry, it's legal in the state of California now.
I usually just fill carts up with olive oil, which is in fact not legal. But, you didn't hear it from me.
I then looked up my eyes directed towards Carson, as he walked that asshole ran up besides him grabbing his waist pulling him close.
My blood boiled, I roll my eyes as I see one of my buddies walk up to me with a girl on his arm, "Hey Justin, " I greet my friend first, "hey Kara." Justin dabbed me up, "Hey Ely! Are you coming to the party?" Kara asked me.
Kara was a small girl compared to Justin, she had short dark brown hair with subtle caramel brown highlights and a nose stud on the left side of her nose.
"Yep." I say in a bored tone, "That's great man, you bringing the stuff?" Justin asked me.
Justin was super tall, he always wore a flannel , his hair was slightly buzzed but it was kinda overgrown. He also smelled amazing, I don't know if that's the part of me that likes guys but he just always smells good.
"Yeah, since it's at Marcum's house I have too." Justin nodded, "See you later." Justin said and started to walk away, but Kara dragged a bit and waved bye making me smile.
I turn my head back around to where I was looking, seeing Carson. Carson?
"Um, hi." I say flustered, he giggled slightly. "Sorry, but Kasen wants to know if you're still coming tonight." I look over seeing that same guy who made my blood boil.
"Well are you? " I whip my head back around, "Yeah, I am." He smiled at me, "Bye Elyjah." He waved bye and his boyfriend grabbed him by his elbow pulling him away.
Oh my god, he knows my full name. My pants suddenly seemed tighter, so I hurry to the bathroom sitting on the toilet seat cover waiting it out.
A couple hours later, I was filling my backpack up with "the goods" thats what everyone called them.
I zipped my backpack up, then walking to my bedside draw pulling out a condom and shoving it in my pocket.
I throw my backpack on my back and walk out of my room seeing my mother at the kitchen table, "Baby where are you going?" I smile at her, "Justin's, is sleeping over fine?" She nodded, "Yes that's fine but be back in the morning, ok?" I nod at my mother walking towards my front door and walking out.
A couple minutes later I was parked on the curb in front of someone's house, it was a white mansion with a brick roof and blue lights blaring out of it.
Take out my keys from the ignition shoving them in my pocket, then grabbing my backpack and hurrying out the car.
I was a few minutes late to the rotation but it was fine, I hurried in the house walking down the hallway and opening the door to see multiple guys and some girls sitting.
"Ely!" Alea said getting up and hugging me as I took my backpack off, she hooked to my neck as I placed my hand on her lower back hugging her.
"Sorry I'm late everybody." I said as I opened my back pack pulling out a plastic baggy, full of joints.
I sit in a empty recliner chair, I open the baggy pulling a joint out. I take out my lighter, but then both the joint and the lighter are taken from me.
"Hope you don't mind." God dammit, the same guy that makes my blood boil. I sigh, as I sit back. Alea walking up to me, "Scoot over silly." She giggled as I did so, but she just ended up on my lap.
I the noticed, Carson was sitting across from me as Alea talked her head off.
But my eyes we're just on him, he was feminine of course. He had a baby tee on that said bite me and shorts, but they were very short.
Alea looked nice as well, she had good style. A long white sleeve tee with with lace trimming at the neckline, and a floral skirt with pink flowers. I could also see her underwear, they were pink with a heart on the front.
An hour in, the room was smokey and everyone looked stupid. Alea was whispering in my ear and kissing me, and across from me Carson was talking to some guy who was sitting next to him.
His feet were in this guys lap, and the guy was rubbing his smooth legs. I knew who it was, Tyler Wolfe. But, it's weird maybe Kasen and Carson have an open relationship. I mean Kasen was flirting with a twink in a corner of the room.
"Are you ready?" Alea whispered in my ear, I nodded as she grabbed my hand and getting out of my lap. We then walked out of the room making our way to the upstairs.
We walk into a guest room and pushes me on the bed making me giggle slightly as she climbs on top of me, she starts to kiss me passionately.
She pulled away hurrying to unbutton my pants, as she pulled them down along with my boxers she stared at my length confused.
"Why are you so shy today?" I sigh as my head hits the bed, she spits on her hand casually trying to make me hard but, I just can't get Carson off my mind. She sniffled, "Do you not like me anymore." She said choking back sobs, making my head lift up fast.
"Alea of course I like you." I sit up helping her off my lap, "You haven't got hard for me in a week!" She sobbed, "I'm sorry I have a lot on my mind." I say as I pull my boxers and pants back up.
"Why don't I believe you!" She said with tears ruining her makeup running down her face. "What?" I said confused she got up hurrying out of the room, "Alea!" I yell, she slams the door and I put my head in my palm rubbing it back and forth.
"You ok?" I look up seeing Carson, my face starts to feel hot. "I-I'm fine." He raises an eyebrow, "That girl didn't look fine." I sigh, he laughed. "Performing problems?" My eyes widened, "It's the weed."
I nod agreeing knowing that's probably not why, "Anyway, gotta bounce my boyfriends probably looking for me, bye Elyjah." He waved bye closing the door, that was, weird.
I am so confused right now, I mean I honestly really like Alea, but I truly really like Carson.
Maybe, I should focus on one problem before another.
Fast forward too tomorrow
I knocked on the door of a suburban home with three cars in the driveway, one being mine. Then, a small lady opened the door with greyish ginger hair.
"Well hello, how may I help you Elyjah?" I smile, "Hey Mrs.C can I talk to Alea?" She nodded letting me in. As soon as she let me know I walked towards hallway, walking down to the farthest room on the right.
I looked in seeing a girl layed in her bed with her hair flooding it, I knocked, "Mom I said I was t-" she said as she sat up looking over her shoulder. "Oh it's you." I walk in her room, "Can we talk?" I say as I shut the door.
She layed back down as I walked over to her, I sat on the edge of her bed, "Listen Alea, I like you, and I think you are a really great girl." She sat up, her hair in a claw clip and she was wearing a grey knit set.
"And, I know sometimes I can't meet up to your expectations." She laughed as she palmed her forehead. "And I feel really bad, and the other reason I came here is I don't wanna fuck anymore."
Her facial expression changed to something hard to read, "I want to be with you, and take it slow." She looked at me.
"You, wanna be with me?" I nodded, she then started crawling towards me on all 4's. She got close to my face, then taking her hand she grabbed my face pulling me in kissing me.
It was small and gentle, then she spoke. "No one has ever gone out of there way to ask me out." I smile, grabbing her pulling her onto my lap hugging her tightly.
