As Tae, I had always been passionate about music, so it was no surprise when I found myself falling for a fellow artist. She was talented and beautiful, and I couldn't help but be drawn to her. But there was one problem: our agency had strict rules against romantic relationships between artists.
I knew that if the agency found out about my feelings, it could ruin my career and possibly even end the group's. So I kept my feelings to myself and tried to keep my distance from her. But it was hard, especially when we were working on the same project and had to spend time together.
I couldn't help but notice the way she smiled at me or the way her laugh sounded like music to my ears. I knew that I had to be careful, I couldn't let my feelings show. But I couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous when she would talk about other guys, I knew that I couldn't have her, but it was still hard to see her with someone else.
I started being friends with her, it was a safer way to keep my feelings at bay. We would talk about music, life, and our dreams. I enjoyed her company, and it was easy to be myself around her. But I knew, deep down, that my feelings for her were more than just friendship.
I knew it was risky, but I couldn't help the way I felt. I was stuck in a difficult situation, torn between my love for her and my loyalty to my group and agency. It was a secret that I had to keep to myself, but it was a constant reminder of what I couldn't have.
I knew that keeping my feelings a secret was becoming harder and harder, so I decided to confide in my group member, Ryan. I trusted him and I knew that he would keep my secret.
Tae: "Ryan, can I talk to you about something?"
Ryan: "Of course, Tae. What's on your mind?"
Tae: "I've been struggling with something and I need to talk to someone about it. I've been keeping a secret and it's been eating at me."
Ryan: "What kind of secret?"
Tae: "It's about a girl, an artist I've been working with. I've been developing feelings for her, but I know that our agency has strict rules against romantic relationships between artists. I'm scared that if they found out, it would ruin my career and possibly even end the group's."
Ryan: "I understand how you feel, Tae. It's not an easy situation to be in. But I'm here to listen and to support you. I won't judge you for your feelings, we all have them. But I would advise you to be careful not to lose sight of the group and the agency's rules. They are in place to protect us and our careers."
Tae: "I know that, and I don't want to jeopardize anything. I just didn't know who else to talk to. It's hard to keep these feelings to myself."
Ryan: "I'm glad you came to me. And I won't say anything to anyone, your secret is safe with me. But just know that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you."
Tae: "Thank you, Ryan. I really appreciate it. It means a lot to have someone to talk to about this."
Ryan: "Of course, Tae. Remember, we're a team and we're in this together."
Tae: "Her name is Hyouka, she's an amazing artist and an even better person. She's the cutest and has the most caring and kind personality."
Ryan: "She sounds like an amazing person. It's not easy to have feelings for someone and not be able to act on them. But it's important to remember that things happen for a reason and sometimes it's just not meant to be."
Tae: "I know that, but it's hard to accept. I can't help the way I feel about her, she's constantly on my mind."
Ryan: "I understand. It's not easy to control your feelings. But try to focus on the present and enjoy your friendship with her. You never know what the future holds."
Tae: "Yeah, you're right. I'll try to focus on our friendship and enjoy the time we spend together."
Ryan: "And Tae, if you ever need someone to talk to about this, I'm here for you."
Tae: "Thanks, Ryan. I really appreciate it."
As the conversation came to an end Ryan realizes that tae is deeply in love with hyouka
further the conversation where other members come and ask whats up guys and they change the topic and practice vocals and eat lunch and do a live stream where tae reads a rude comment and Koo gets mad and write these as conversations
