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So I was ina booth now I'm nervous as hell every body staring at me but here we go the track started playing I'm thinking it's finna be a drill song ts r&b so I started singing off the paper he gave me
"You act like you need remindin' Tryna do it over, bring it back and rewind it" I started off , my stomach dropped so I just looked down at the paper
"But all that glitters isn't gold, I was blinded Should have never gave you my heart on consignment Thought you was mine, but you decided to be with her though You took my feelings and just threw 'em out the window Feel like it's too hard to fall in love again, no" My world started to spin I was starting to feel the lyrics real bad , I looked up to Dd he looking dead at me Im finna kms I can't
"On some nights like this, shawty, I can't help but think of us I've been reminiscin', sippin', missin' ya Can you tell me what's with all this distant love?" Dd could tell I was feeling it that's why he was looking at me like that n jamaya look like she wanna kill me
"If I called, would you pick it up? On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what? You gon' say you want me, then go switch it up Just gon' play with my emotions just because, no (no)" man he put his foot inside this damn song 😭 I'm thinking back to the past because like he used to switch up n shit he would say he want me then switch it up whenever jamaya came around which Is why I don't trust having a boyfriend or a bsf again
" All them times I played the fool for you Thinking we could put it back together, thought we had forever" My eyes started to warm please don't cry bruh that's finna be embarrassing
"You never see my point of view Our connection is so severed, you don't show no effort" I felt every bit of these lyrics when we stopped talking he showed no effort to get in contact every time that we argued he was so nonchalant n never saw my side of the argument I was so tired bro...n he knew it to he started to look sympathetic too late for that boo😂
"And I can't believe the lies that I went for Thought you was mine, but you decided to be with her though Took my feelings and just threw 'em out the window Feel like it's too hard to fall in love again no" man...I can't bro
"On some nights like this, shawty, I can't help but think of us I've been reminiscin', sippin', missin' ya Can you tell me what's with all this distant love?" Ian get to sing the last part ddot high ass sang it with me😭
"If I called, would you pick it up? On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what? You gon' say you want me, then go switch it upJust gon' play with my emotions just because, no (Oh) You gon' get my hopes high, boy You gon' get my hopes high, boy Just gon' tell me more lies, boy Just gon' get my hopes high, boy" he got my hopes high as hell I wanna go now I'm deep in my feelings then the song cut off
"We gon get somebody ona feature" The producer yelled , I caught my breath and since Jason had the baby you know what I did walked out that bitch for some air my breath was shaky n my face was hot I feel like i was gonna cry I hate remember old stuff when it comes to Dd because if you could say he was my first crush and the fact he took my virginity was worse my feelings were strong it took about five months for me to forget that feeling I don't want it back for shit I blinked away my tears bad bitches don't cry I can't but I'm not running away from my problems again
"You good ?" I heard someone from behind me , it was Dd with zuri like I said I suck that shit up
"Yea I'm cool" I told him
"You tryna head out?" He asked , I grabbed my keys from my back pocket and opened the car door I was ready to go and just sleep off the pain with my baby
"Yeah come on" I told him , he went on his side strapped her ina carseat and got in the passenger seat the drive was silent as I wanted it to be before he broke the silence
"You wanna be In my music video" he asked me , that random ass question n hell no ian finna be twerking on top of a car or sum
"Depends what's the song lemme hear" I said paying attention to the road , he hooked his phone up to the car letting it play out it was him and deon in it it was deons part first it was fire I love the vibe this song has real shit but then Dd part cut on
"You know, I never found love until I looked into your eyes First time blushin', I ain't even gon' lie Four rounds in, leavin' bruises on your thighs You the only bitch could make me spin off on the guys And the only bitch that make me wanna nut when I'm inside" His part played , woah whole diff side a Dd I just heard he ain't never talked on the topic of love
" It's your vibe, leave with me you gettin' high None of these bitches fuckin' with you even if they tried" I looked over to Dd he was staring at me ian never look back to the road so fast his voice sounded so gentle
"Pussy on tsunami, I ain't never felt it dry Close my eyes 'fore I sleep, hope you be there when I wake Honestly, I feel the vibe we have is great And if there's something in your mind, you can tell me And if I told you what's on mine, would you help me?" My heart bro I don't know if I can be in ts sigh...
"You gon' see the bigger picture, it's just gon' take time Just because you mine I'ma keep you lookin' like a dime Ain't no imperfections, girl, you fine Baby, what's your sign? hope you ain't against the slow grind" the way he was looking why he gotta do this bro
"(Work, work, it's me and you) me and you Keep it silent, there ain't nothin' we can't do Through the storm, baby, we can make it through Why you actin' brand new? You know you my lil' boo thing" the way he said baby got it
"Got up on my Birkin, it's workin' She said she a virgin (it's hurtin') She my biggest fan, she always lurkin' She know I'm a man, I'ma put that work in I know she can't stand me, I'm fancy So I'ma bring her out when I get my Grammy Late night sex, she can't find her panties Couldn't hold it in, now she need a Plan B" just then the song cut off and he fixed his self ina seat to get a better view of me
"So whatchu think" he asked
"I thought you only rap bout killin people " I told him , ian take my eyes off the road because I know the look that was being given and that's what got me in this situation in the first place
"I wanted to switch it up for my fans" he explained, I'm so glad we home man I quickly got my ass up and took the baby up then I waited for dd to come unlock the door then I walked inside Soon as I did the tiredness hit both of us but only zuri started crying I was finna bathe her she smell like out side
Time skip
In that time skip I finished showering her and put her in a onesie just In case it wanna be cold in the morning bipolar ass weather anyway then I put her inside her electric swing chair yk the one that rocks the baby to sleep I already fed her from the tittie this time so she would fall asleep easier ddot was back by this time so he watched her while I went In my room and got my stuff to take a shower
