It was a nice sunny day but nick wasn't feeling so sunny he never does. He was done. Done.Chris and matt get a happy life who can't I nick asked himself. I want to be happy only happy that's all I want to be loved. Nick was not taking drugs anymore but an excive amount of melatonin and pain relief. Nick was cutting himself and ran out of room on his body. He had no more space. So he burned over the cuts scars gashes. Nick wanted to see his brothers so bad and he wanted them to be happy. Nick had been depressed his whole life and had been living miserably. He just can't get over that one day were his ife changed forever. He would sometimes text his brothers but that's it. Today was the last day he would suffer. He knew what was best for him and his family.
About 5 or 7 hours later nick had his plan ready. It was 10:00 pm at this time when he drove out. He parked right behind a tall building. Knowing what he was going to do. After struggling along of trying to climb the 8 story building he made it. Standing at the edge nick never wanted this but he knew it was best. He would die for his brothers and if his brothers didn't want him he would die for them. His mom, dad, chris, matt, never wanted him so what if he just dissappear for good this time. His body was so beat up and burned at this point there was no point in living. He sent each of his brothers this exact tex." I love you so much but i know you don't love me and that's ok. You didn't want me or care about me so I'm just going to dissappear for good now<3 I hope your life will be better now that I'm gone goodbye now :)- nick" He stood on the edge.
And jumped.
[Time skip 12 hrs later]
