♡ Jihan Oneshots ♡

A contract....nothing else

Mentions of sh if youre uncomfortable with that then dont read this!!

Han?

What?

Can we cuddle?

Why?

Because I can't sleep

No cuddle yourself.

Please? I really need-

NO HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY IM BUSY OH MY GOD!!
I got cut off by Jeonghan yelling at me.

Oh...ok goodnight. I said as I tried my best  to silently cry under the sheets but I couldn't control them and let out a sob.

Oh my god youre such a crybaby. He said handing me tissues

I-I'm sorry.. ugh why did I stutter

Hey han?

Hmm?

Do you love me..?

No why would I love you this is a contract marr-

Oh okay I understand you may leave now.
I said battling back tears.

I wanna give up but at the same time I wanna love him make him feel special but what can i do after all I'm just a contract that he had to sign..

After a few minutes of crying in my bed I fell asleep.

*next morning*

I woke up at 7 to shower, do my morning routine and make Jeonghan food.

Jeonghan your foods done!! I shouted all the way from the kitchen  making sure he heard me.

Oh what did you make? He asked without even glancing at me let alone wish me a good morning.

Oh I made eggs and toast.

Eggs and toast seriously?

Yeah...?

Oh my god how any times do I have to remind you that I hate eggs?! Do you even use your brain??

Oh I-I'm sorry Id you want I c-could make you something el-

No, save it I guess I'll just eat outside. And with that he left without saying bye he just left with no hesatstion or even glancing back at me.

*Time skip*

After cleaning up I went into the bathroom grabbed a knife and slid it against my arm while clenching my fist because of the pain it caused me.

I did this alot of times before his legs felt weak and I fell to the floor crying while hugging my knees I look so lame and patheric right now.

But its okay becuse the physicsl pain of cutting myself would distract me from the pain in my heart.

*Jeonghan POV*

*ring ring*

I picked up my phone to see who was calling, It was my mum.

Accept.

Hello dear!

Hi eomma is there an an important reason to why you called?

Yes actually You know how we aet up a marriage between you and Jisoo?

Ugh yeah what about it? I asked remembering how I'm married to him

Well we were thinking and if you want to cancel the marriage you can we wont stop you.

WAIT REALLY?? my body springed up with joy I can finally leave him!

Yes dear, now I gotta go have fun!

Oh okay eomma byee!!

Im so excited to go home and leave that guy.

*at home*

After Jisoo cleaned the blood and himself
He made food for Jeonghan he made his favourite to say sorry for what he did this morning he should've been more careful.

Jisoo! I heard someone say as I heard the front door open and close

Guess what? He asked me looking overly happy.

What? I asked very visibly confused.

I CAN FINALLY LEAVE YOU!!

W-what?

Yeah you heard me right I'm leaving.

But what about our marriage?

Thst was a contract that I had to sign
There was no love involved.

Yeah right I was a contract and I've always been one..there was no love. hm yeah

Yeh why are you acting like this? He asked me.

I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT DID HE REALLY JUST ASK ME WHY IM BEING LIKE THIS?

OH I DONT KNOW MAYBE BECUAE I FUCKING LOVE YOU YOON JEONGHAN!
That's when I felt a sharp pain on my cheek
That's when I realised what the pain was.. He just slapped me.

Youre so weird i never even loved you this was a contract wedding and always will be.
And with that he left but this time forever
out of my life.

Love Is it okay to give up now?

May I?

....................................

oooo angsty.

Idk why I made this I was very bored.

None of my moots are replying so I made this instead :)

I can't be the only one crying..right?

Anywayssss bye lovely people hope you have a wonderful day/night!! []