"All I hear is Sarah's voice.
Warning self-harm drug abuse
Lily pov
These past couple of days I have been in my room Ben and harry been doing their own thing "I looked at the cuts on my arm from me slashing it with a razer blend "it numbs the pain.
"it's finally collage today I got out bed it was a cold frosty morning walking to my bathroom and looking in the mirror my hair was frizzy and pale face my arm was sore. I washed my face "with cold water. Washing my face ."I got a blend and drove it in my arm the slashes where open again .
"throwing the blood blade in the bin
"I got a bange and wrapped it on my arm "I throw a baggy grey nike jumper on to cover my arms. And throwing my hippy jeans on applying make up "my best friend Sarah text me "walking down the stairs. "morning ben smile and are you okay yes grabbing cereal "I just grabbing breakfast where harry gone for a run
"I am going to collage are you sure yes I can't just lay around and things grabbing my bag "Sarah waiting for me in the car outside see you tonight
"hugging Ben see you lily love you
"I love you too bro walking out to Sarah car good morning hello I am sorry about your loss yeah I don't want to talk about it anything going on "well jake your boyfriend is having a frat party tonight and where all invite come it will be fun fine okay
"arriving at collage Sarah parked the car I seen jake he look over and smirk running up to me when I ran out of the car "miss you he huggs and kiss me " tonight is going off the wall yeah
"I have English but I will see you tonight "wear something sexy he shouts oh I will smirking at him
"we walked to class miss daisy was standing there "hello Lilly hi I walk in and sat in my normal seat and she began the class I have missed a lot I am sick of people asking me am I okay it's annoying I carried on writing I want to pass to go to uni .
"All morning I wasn't interested talking to people blocking off. " finally its lunchtime I sat by Sarah and Charlotte and the rest of them jake sat with the other frat boys "tucking into a very not-so delicious lunch " the girls where chatting about what there going to to wear and there are we all excited about tonight. "yeah once we all had are lunch the rest of girls went to town "are you coming with us lily
"no I reather study in the study hall okay see you later Sarah smiled bye .
"grabbing my bag "see you later babe jake sneak and kiss see you later. I began walking to the study Hall. Walking in there wasn't many people in there finding a seat I got all my books out and caught up with the work I missed out while I was off.
"finally the time was 4oclock I got all my things and decided to walk to the bus stop throwing my bag over my shoulders. "I was waiting for the bus
"all of a sudden a black ranger rover pulled up "and the window was rolled down "lily I seen harry in his baggy tee shirt and sunglass on "hey jump in he had his music sound "thanks it's okay "I was at the store "here he passed me pink Lemonade and chocolate bar thanks you got my favorite bar yeah well "how was collage good he smirk "I took a sip of the drink "any plans tonight "erm what "I am going to a party frat party
"what your not going your not my brother lily it's full of sex horney teens and your not kind of girl. Harry you don't know what your talking about "I am going to this party okay
" finally we arrived home slamming the car door "lily shut up storming in the house "ben jumped up what wrong sis ask your dick of a friend "mate lily going to a frat party so she is in collage mate if you want to party she can "thanks "I ran upstairs and pick an outfit a purple mini skirt and black jumper having a quick shower.
"the group chat was ping left right and center I washed my hair and curled it doing my make up Sarah messaged me saying she booked at taxi to pick me up. Thought ing my heels on and running down the stairs
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Well I am off out know I seen harry sanding there in the kitchen with his arm cross "what nothing see ya then.
"I got in the taxi with Sarah girl girl girl you look fire omg my days jake is going to be all over you tonight yeah .
"we was excided finally getting drop of the house all full of people there was beer pong table and Dj. Lily jake look hot in his blue shirt and jeans and his we love mami snapback. Drink sure he went to get me a drink
"Charlotte smiled do you want some of this what is it she held the packet up "it's coke try it are you sure yeah .
"she lined it up and I dipped my head down and snorted the white power and cleaner my noise you done good girl "this my little wild child jake kiss me "I sip my drink "yeah do you want a dance sure we moved are hips and grinded together " looking onto each other eyes he was high too sweating hey do you want to go upstairs. What nothing he smirk you want another drink yeah "I am just going to the bathroom okay "walking over people and pushing through them "I made my way to the bathroom doing my business and thing I walked down.
"jake was no where to be seen I went to the kitchen and seen his lips over another girl he turned about Harley "what she was in my class "jake baby you know what you can have him.
"I grabbed a bottle of vokia off the side "hey wants wrong Charlotte walked over" jake what has that dick done know I took another sip cheated "with Harley "what bitch Sarah smirked that bitch lily slow down no "I stood on the table "and swing my hips "yeah let's party bitchs. Drinking more fuck "my foot slipped my head bounced off the marble floor and the glass smashed in my hand "lily I head sarah voice you okay yeah "*your bleeding "no I am fine "fick my head
"come on lets get you home "okay please go the hospital okay yes. Waiting outside my head was sore and hand "finally are taxi arrived you okay love yeah just drunk my friends drop me off text us okay love you girl
"walking up the path way trying to put my key in and turned it open stepping in the house it was dark .
"only the kitchen light was on walking
"I seen harry just in his sweat pants and hoodie sipping milk he look up holy shit lily we need to get you to the hospital I will get ben shh please don't
"fine I was driving you to it then fine .
"walking to his car he open the door you head bleeding and hand I know
"what happend nothing okay. Finally reaching the hospital harry filled out forms "waiting for the doctor " miss Andrews I smiled yes come this away
"harry smiled I am coming with you okay he held my hand has we talk into the AE ward so miss Andrew what happend I was at a party and drunk too much feel off the table with glass in my hand "and this must be your boyfriend oh no he my friend yeah
"let's check this head of urs any sore and dizzy yes well your head been slit open nearly he smiled we can do you stitches on your head put you will have to wear this it's a white pad to protect the area okay "he started with the stiches holding harry hand "he smiled everything okay I looked into his green eyes " done. Thanks know your hand "sorry miss your jumper is covering your hand called you pull it
sure he look "miss Andrews you have some kind of white bandages on your arm I closed my eyes can I see there was slashes wounds infected "are they sore yes "harry look lily "I been self-harming "why the doctor cleaned it up I lost my parents in a crash "have you stopped yes "I done my last one this morning lily "harry was crying well you will need cream and painkillers and keep your hand dry .
"leaving the hospital harry wiped a tear why didn't you tell me or ben I don't know you know where here for you "finally arriving your going to he bruised. Tomorrow yeah. Finally pulling up my road we parked and walking up the stairs Ben was still asleep in the other room on the other floor "well night harry I smirk "he look how am I don't going to know you done that again. To your arm harry I promise lily "what harry " do you want to stay with me "not in a sexual way just cuddle up yeah sure .
"he walked in my room and I walked to my bathroom getting changed into my baby doll shorts and a silk top.
Done I slid into bed harry went to the bathroom "I waited for him he came back shirtless and a work of art with the tattoos he hand something in his hand was this it "I look it was the blade yes "lily please promise you want hurt yourself again I promise he got into bed cuddling into me you safe know lily bear " I closed my eyes.
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