Metempsychosis (Destined To Be Together Forever)

Why?

The only question that i wanna ask to god ,is why?,Why must you make my life so miserable,Why cant you just give me a happy life like many others have.Why giving me a life with temporary happiness and snatching it away from me not long after that.Its that day again the day that toppled my life upside down.The day that took all my happiness away.The day i lost the person i truly loved ,My Taehyungi.Taehyung was my first true love ,the man that showed me how beautiful my life can be.He took me away from my hell life giving me a happy life after 22 years yielding for love and affection.I was raised in an orphanage after my parents abandonned me.I was living in that orphanage hoping to find my forever home ,but every day no one picks me or even choses to speak to me .IAs i lost faith and knew my life is forever here then i saw a man came in and adopting me.I thought he was my life savior ,whose going to give me the love of a father that i wanted and providing me with a happy life'

BUT NO HE MADE MY LIFE EVEN WORSER THAN IT WAS!!!

He would hit me with random objects ,he will be all drunk and will rape me every single fcking day leaving me in a pool of blood,I screamed asking him to stop as it hurts ,it hurts so badly but as days went by that pain became numb and i just accecpted my fate.That is not the end of the tortures he gives me.He would ask random men to come and have fun fcking me as many claimed i was too handsome to resist .I screamed no trying to run away but i was kicked and raped countless men making me their puppet.They would rape me for hours and hours non stop different men .After their done they would just leave me in pain ,the bed full of my blood indicating how rough they were at me.I was numb fully numb,.I would literally cry every single day but i had to fake a smile to go to school as if i ever say anything or seek help i would be dead meat(Not as if i am not already).I just prayed to god hoping that someone would save me from this hell

That is when i met my saviour ,my knight in shining armour my taehyungi.We went to the same university his my senior and we shared a dorm.At first i saw him flirting at me ,making me have by butterflies in my stomach.One day as i was changing in my room ,taehyung accidentally entered the room but saw my whole body in bruises.He asked me and i broke down telling him everything that has happened.He hugged me ,kissing my forehead and said to me.I will forever love and protect you.I will always be by your side and i will protect my prince forever.As i heard his confession i cried again but in happiness now as finally i found someone who cared for me

We dated for 1 year and i was the happiest man in the world.He treated me like a prince carrying me everywhere making me blush and hid my face in the crook of his neck.Yes we had intimidate times .i had all the bad memories come back again but taehyung calmed me down pepering me with kisses and i knew this time its different as i am doing it with the man that i love ,even on that time he handled me like a feather making me comfortable and i was finally happy i was finally his

His family never accepted me as we were both gay and secondly i was from a poor status never the less an orphan.But taehyung never cared and never listened to his parents.He just wanted me and left everything for me.We ran away to another country Korea.where we met with his friends the bangtan boys.we all got along well and i was finally in peace as i finally found the man who saved me from my hella life but as many say no happiness lasts forever,

One day taehyung and i was coming home from a date .We were so happy ,as he even proposed me to be his fiance on that day.I was over the moon to think that i will finally be his and will start a family with his.We shared a kiss and was pulling apart .Everything was goinf on fine but that is when we saw a light.A car was recklessly moving and was moving our was .We saw a bright light and the last thing he said to me was .I LOVE YOU MY PRINCE.and thats it the everything then turned black.

As i woke up i was in a hospital bed ,my 6 hyungs crying silently but was abit relieved to see me awake.As i was searching for tae suddenly jin hyung told me (Byeong -ho tae didnt make it)And that was it i was histerically screaming as if a thousand knives had poked my heart.I was pulling the needles all away from me hen my hyungs tried calming me down.The doctors came sedated me and i was out again.That even played in my head and his last words were in my head in loop(I LOVE YOU MY PRINCE)i cried and cried as god yet again made my life hopeless taking my only happiness away from me.

On the day of the funeral a week after the incident the day we were initially decided to get married .We were all assembled to out my prince to rest forever.I saw my hyungs crying so hardly but i was standing there as a lifeless bidy.My body was numb fully in pain.But as i went near ,i saw him lying peacefully in a casket.I couldnt control my sobs and quickly jumped inside the casket lying on top of his chest like i always do pleading him to come back to me,kookie hyung and jimin hyung pulled me out and all my hyung sit in a circle crying but still coaxing me down.Then the moment for him to be buried came,i saw them closing the casket.i shared my last kiss with him and followed motionlessly behind my hyungs .Once they had burried him i just sat there near his resting place staring as i lost my everything and i wished so badly to just die with him .My hyungs never failed to care for me ,Even when they were in their grieving stage they knew i was in my worst state,they were with me taking care of me.bring me to psychiatrics to help me and never left my side .I even tried ending my life but i didnt as i am dying every single moment after losing my prince.

It has been 2 years,two fcking years since that incident,2 years of me living a hopeless life 2 years without my tae but i managed to survive,I am in a band with my hyungs taking over my taehyungi,s role.As always i decided to meet tae(i have a habit of meeting tae atleast once a month)I went to him.and i quickly laid on top of the gravebed ,It gives me the happiness of sleeping on his chest. and i couldnt control my sobs so i let it out at my comfort zone

Byeong ho:Hi my prince how are you,how is it in paradise.I hope your in peace,I cant believe its already 2 years since that day.The day my everything was snatched away from me.I always wished i could just have died with you so that we could be together in paradise,But no god gave me back my life to make me suffer like i used to,I am dying to hug you,kiss you,hear you calling me my prince,your touches on me.Your marks on me indicating i am urs.Now i am in a band baby the band you always wanted to be in.Its hard to not be here with you but i hope we could meet each other soon,I miss you my baby.God please take care of him,until i am reunited with him.I have to go baby ,i will come and visit you soon.I love you forever my everything,my prince.I kissed his tomb cried my heart out and went back home with pain that will never fade away.

TAEHYUNG P.O.V

I saw my prince he came to visit me again today my goodness his as handsome as always.Baby i am right beside you but you couldnt see me.i am giving you kisses but you couldnt feel them,I am right here hugging you to sleep but you couldnt feel me i am dying again and again as the love of my life is sad and i couldnt even comfort him.,Why god why,why must you give my fate like this,why did you snatch my life forcing me to leave my baby alone,.Why did that car driver drived recklessly on that day,Why did you make our lives hard.I just wish i could reincarnate and to be with you as i can never be in peace seeing my angel living a life full of pain.]

WHY GOD WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,

A/N P.O.V

What both tae and byeong ho doesnt know what god has in store for them and they will meet each other soon real soon.What is god has in store for them lets find out in the next few chapters .