Maybe we have always been on same page just on seperate lines🍃
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While one loved getting painted in love, the other enjoyed writing about love in poems. Both of them equally cast spells on their two different lives and result in beautiful collisi...
Life is tough, and living is hard, Difficult to survive when love doesn't last long. We tend to bind to people we don't feel close to, And the heart beats for the one you never knew. When will this pain end and miseries wash away, Because it's getting difficult surviving each day....
And my brain is not functioning anymore. Writing has been a hobby since I was small, and now I am a poet by passion. Today I feel more tired and life is pathetic bearing each day with Jeon anymore. He is no more any close to me, we are already separate and still he is not ready to file a divorce.
Yes, I am Luna. I am just nineteen and married to Jeon Jungkook who was my uncle's bestfriend son. Initially my dying father asked me to marry him and we got married. And on the first day of our marriage I found him with his girlfriend Mary in our bedroom. The marriage is broken and shattered since then. There's nothing between us and he never forced me for anything, neither did I try to even go close to him. It's like an arrangement marriage and either of us are happy in this.
Everytime I ask for filing divorce, he says parental pressure is there and their image can get ruined. A loveless marriage is like a ship sailing in the ocean knowing no directions and there's no end in that case and here the miseries will never end. But I am nineteen the family treats me well, I am already an orphan, they have allowed me to continue my passion, I have clothes, shelter and bread..what else do I need?
Ughhhhjj.....I tore the page in which I wrote that rubbish incomplete poem.
I need love in life, I want someone to feel about me the same way I think about them, someone to fall for my writings and let me fall for his talent, I want both of us to mix our passions and bleed love only. I want someone to hold me close and hug me to sleep, I want someone to accompany me whole life not because we are married instead because we own a piece of eachother's heart, I want to be touched and worshipped bad in bed, and want the cupid to sing romantic tunes while I unite in my beloved embrace. I want that type of love which knows no beginning and no end, but my partner should be someone who can easily define the difference between love and lust. I want a fairy life style but sexual tensions too. I want him to cook with me and slowdance with me too. I want him to go slow at first but rough also. I long, I long love..lust..sex...mushy emotions..companionship..I want to experience everything because I couldn't have all this till now and I deserve it. I don't want to frame someone and serve them because we are contractually married, I want to hold hands of someone who equally confides in me. I want that real love to happen to me, in which two people's world collides and they end up being soulmates for eachother. . . Is it such a big demand God?! . . . . . . . Today Jeon has asked me to accompany him to an art exhibition in a newly opened gallery. And I decided to dress in the red dress, which hugged my thin frame nicely. I did a ribbon work in my hair, applied a pink tint on my lips giving it a cherry vibe. I don't need a lot of makeup because I feel I am simply beautiful.
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